I found this sight last week, it looks like what I've been looking for. I've been trying to stop drinking for three and a half years now.....thats the first time ive admitted that. I'm staring the topamax today. I can't spend the rest of my life waking up every morning with regret from getting drunk the night before. The few sober nights I have, I wake up feeling sooo guilty for not spending more time with my son because i'm usually to busy drinking. This has GOT to stop. I cant make it to AA. Not sure I would want to, I live in a small town. I'm glad to find this site. I believe life can be good without alcohol..probably much better than it is now. I can finally say today, I am ready. I know it wont be easy, but here I go!:new:
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:welcome: You sound like you have the right attitude. Keep reading and posting there are some mighty fine people here. :l -
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Bravo!
Dear Here2change:
Two months ago I started out on the My Way Out Program. I was drinking 2000 calories a day in Scotch and Vodka. I found the My Way Out website while researching drugs for alcohol withdrawal. I downloaded and read Roberta's book and immediately ordered the supplements and Hypno CDs. I am a coward who knew I needed help to stop alcohol. I convinced my PCP to give me a script for topiramate and to monitor my progress in MWO. His preference was residential rehab and AA.
For three weeks I followed the MWO Program, topiramate, supplements, CDs, Community Posting and Support. I tried to cut down during this time by having a "one hour rule", I would wait one hour after getting home before my first drink. On 19-Apr-2009 after the one hour I didn't feel like having a drink. I haven't had one since.
Take things one day at a time. (ODAT)
Follow the MWO Program as closely as possible
Listen to the Hypno CDs
Seek help, tips, and support in the Community Threads and Posts
While I believe I am over the initial physical withdrawal, I must learn now how to cope with psychological issues. But I know there are many Community members out there who will help me.
Welcome to the Community and God bless you in your journey.
Week 7 MWO Program / 32 Day AF:new: cepriseComment
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Hi Here2 change. None of us think we can go without al. in the begining, but we can. Keep reading and posting, and you will get where you want to be.
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Welcome, I am sure that you will find the topa to be a great help. Sober is so much better.....just wait and see !!!!!!!!!!sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!Comment
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:welcome:
Good for you for admitting your problem to yourself (and us!) and doing something about it. You CAN do this!sigpic
AF since December 22nd 2008
Real change is difficult, and slow, and messy - Oliver BurkemanComment
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:hello2::colorwelcome::wave::groupluv::beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..Comment
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Welcome here2change,
You will find lots of support and encouragement here.
Check in frequently, ask questions if you have any, let us know how you're doing.
Best wishes,
LavandeAF since 03/26/09
NF since 05/19/09
Success comes one day at a time :thumbs:Comment
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