Army Thread 25th may 09

[greeneyes]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Oners did you watch the limiting beliefs thing? I forgot about it after I posted the link.

[greeneyes]

Army Thread 25th may 09

I guess if a guy is hairy and has tatoos, he must keep shaved?

[startingover]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Hi Greeniebum!
Get him a murkin Oney...

[Evie.Lou]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Happy Monday Troops, Finally some sunshine. NOW I can venture out in the garden without drowning.........LOL
For months now we have been praying for RAIN, doing rain dances, wearing rain CHARMS and I guess GOD heard us LOUD and clear.
The Sun peeking out is at least a start to the drying out process. We have SINK HOLES all over the state and we almost lost our car in a parking lot yesterday because the under lying sand had all been washed away and the black top was caving into a 3 ft valley .........YICKS !!!
No matter what else happens in my life, I am just SO GRATEFUL and HAPPY to be SOBER that NOTHING ..........and I do really mean nothing is so bad that a DRINK WON'T MAKE IT WORSE !!!!!!!!! Sobriety is the BEST THING that has ever happened to me...........and I won't ever let it go......NOT EVER !!!!!

[Popeye]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Me neither Evie.
Sober is the way for me.
When people complain about the rain we get here, I try and remind them that without it we wouldn't live in such a beautifully verdant country. It's literally a godsend without which we couldn't survive...though sometimes enough is enough, right:H

[startingover]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Hey Evie! That sounds scary!!!
Sober for me too, all the way....I NEVER EVER want to be the person I was before....

[Evie.Lou]

Army Thread 25th may 09

POPS, I love your NEW LOOK.AND........ If I wasn't a happily married woman...............................
..........WELL..........hold me back !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..........LMFCTO !!!!
Pops, you look very ???? @#$*#% ??? .........
Is that the word I am hunting for ???

[gyco]

Army Thread 25th may 09

one you are funny,you like fussy hahaahha,i thot the ;lady was quite good,not that im into contempory music or what ever you call it,i still like the 14 year old from asia,china or something like that,from oprah,she was facinating,she sang witney huston and celine deon songs,she was fabulous, gco

[kitty72]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Hi all, Meeting was very good today. Some funny shares.

I was disappointed with myself for not really participating today, though I did read out some Big Book. I just feel that I have of nothing of interest or of any help to say. Especially as I had drinks over the weekend.... I shouldnt ponder over this too much and be disappointed in myself as I will end up missing the evening meeting and then probably drinking again.

Ive read and re read the email from W - He's not a bad guy, Ive just demonised him in my alkie mind I guess. I just cant carry on with the stress of a long distance relationship while Im trying to sort my own head out. I dont even know what I bloody want! When S moved out it was horrible for the first few weeks especially as the MS flared up pretty badly too just afterwards. (Prob stress and too much booze brought that on) ... I was telling Cy, that S didnt know about my AL problem until a good while into our relationship (they never do, do they?) and neither did W.... in fact I was the perfect in moderation drinker when he was visiting for the weekend, but come Sunday mornings I would wake up and be GLAD he was leaving and if he pottered around for too long I used to get very very frustrated and think 'JUST F*** OFF WILL YOU!!!' cos the mental obsession to open a bottle of wine and down it and another like a crazy woman after being 'good' all weekend was all consuming.

But it's been a good day so far, I havent replied to the mail in the hope he will get the message... I will probably apologise one day when I reach that step. He wanted a fellow friend with MS and gets me- Ms Alkie with Issues....... Blimey!!!


I met wishy too!! And the rabbit and budgie! Fab! Wheee! Have to kill 3 hrs before the next meeting now... think I'll stick a trashy film on.

Sorry for rambling!!

[kitty72]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Im sorry to hog the thread - Im obsessing over AL right now. Why? Cos I didnt speak at AA - I go to AA and still drink, other people in the room all seem to get it and Im not, feel like such a f-cking failure. Ive messed up with S, with W - I have an ex husband who will not bloody stop pushing and pushing to take as much money as possible from me in the financial settlement, my house is going to have to go on the market and then where do I go? Im so pissed off with everything, most of all myself.

[kitty72]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Just texted S that I was feeling sad and he's suggested we go out... to a pub!! PMSL - We went to one yesterday cos it was gorgeous weather and sat outside (I drank coke) but I dont think I should go to a pub today.

Maybe the fact Ive been watching Jeremy Kyle and now Ricki Lake isnt helping hahahaha?!!

[startingover]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Hi guys,
Kitty sorry you are having a hard time today....
At least you are talking about it here, I always think its better out than in.....

[startingover]

Army Thread 25th may 09

I have had a lovely day today thanks Zenny, the sun has been out, I have pottered, been into town, done a touch of housework...so nowt special but I have just really enjoyed it.
Hows u?

[rubywillow]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Hello All. Looks like your all busy being your great selves. Enjoying my Memorial Day, remembering my Daddy and his military service.

[kriger]

Army Thread 25th may 09

Hi Starty, Kitty, Oney, Zenni and Evie.
I hope I didn't miss anyone online right now! I am having a nice day off, after Fri, Sat and Sun!!
Welcome to Kitty and don't feel one bit badly about venting....that is what we are here to do. We need to get our feelings OUT, as Starty said. We are here for any help we can give you....
I'm going to do a long walk today...I have had a poor exercise week, indeed!!