I have been excepted into Harvey House and am expected to go in in 3 weeks time, although if someone drops out i could get as early as 2 days notice.
I'm not looking forward to going in but i am looking forward to coming out...If that makes sence.
My drinking is completly out of control at the minute, starting before 12 every day. If i dont i get sick, dizzy and a weird rash all over my body ( would be good to know if anyone else gets this rash ) my doctor just says the alcahol is effecting my circulation but i dont understand.
We have got all sorts of crap getting thrown at us at the moment apart from my problems but i know we will be able to cope better once im sober..
Its just great to know that in a month from now i wont be in the sad state i am now..I love looking forward to the future, and i know i have been here many times before. With a bit of luck and me learning from past exsperiance i sincerly hope this is it..
Love as always Macks:l
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