Fridy 19th June..

[Guest]

wheres Starty?? Are you alive?? Army calling Starty!!

[startingover]

Fridy 19th June..

Starty is here!!! She was having a lie in :-)

Yesterday I had the afternoon from hell for a few reasons. One of them being I REALLY wanted to drink. Mr Starts was drinking beers in the evening sun, I called a friend, they were worse for wear. There was a party going on and I wasnt part of it. At least thats how I felt. Sad didnt cover it.
Anyway, Cindi posted this song just at the right time. It reminded me so much of my struggles and depression not so long ago. It made me cry, its making me cry again, but boy did it help realise why I quit and how I better stay quit if I didnt want sad depressing days every day.
Cindi I hope you dont mind me posting it again.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Y96-Lmo2eM[/video]]YouTube - T Graham Brown ~ Wine into water

[Guest]

Fridy 19th June..

Ah Starty, I d no idea you were struggling yesterday, im so sorry I couldnt help. Still , your nearly a year and I know you aint gonna to fuck it all up now. You are a strong girlie and im soooo lucky to have you as a friend. I luvs ya Starty, If I can be there for you I will, remember that.

[startingover]

Fridy 19th June..

Thank you Limey lou, and I know you are there. All is well today ....so far....well during the half hour I have been conscious :-)
How are you doing today?

[Guest]

Fridy 19th June..

Im feeling very positive, my 40th is in almost exactly 6 months and i swear , if it bloody feckin kills me I will be af 6 months by then! I also think with this new situation of Alex its more important than ever to keep a clear head, as he grows , my patience will have too as his odd ways will become less and less cute and he will need constant refocusing! Anyhoo, overall feeling is positive!!lol!

[Guest]

Fridy 19th June..

right, school, have to go see you later. Starty, remember its all just an illusion, a lie, I REALLY believe that very, very few peeps 'really' enjoy getting pissed.

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Fridy 19th June..

It wont kill you, although at times it might feel like it is :-)
But you are right, Alex deserves and needs a mum who is right there all the time.
And you will be so much happier sober. Can you imagine if you are drinking and you get the woe is me's about Alexs situation? It would happen and that would be just awful.

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Fridy 19th June..

limers;639462 wrote: right, school, have to go see you later. Starty, remember its all just an illusion, a lie, I REALLY believe that very, very few peeps 'really' enjoy getting pissed.

Very True!!!!!

[Guest]

Fridy 19th June..

startingover;639463 wrote: It wont kill you, although at times it might feel like it is :-)
But you are right, Alex deserves and needs a mum who is right there all the time.
And you will be so much happier sober. Can you imagine if you are drinking and you get the woe is me's about Alexs situation? It would happen and that would be just awful.
Can you imagine if you are drinking and you get the woe is me's about Alexs situation? It would happen and that would be just awful.

your soo right, and that would be sickening!!

[startingover]

Fridy 19th June..

Morning Oney, yes I was cheered immensely by last nights laugh!
Noting wrong with feeling like you are 12!!

[mario]

Fridy 19th June..

morning limers, oney & of course starts,sorry your not feeling your bubbly self,but this road we are on is not always going to be down hilli listened to your song,well what can one say,i am going to post a joke just for you.keep the chin up as your in the best Army in the world

[Sweaty Betty]

Fridy 19th June..

Morning! I'm stuck in the conference room at Mr Sweats office doing college stuff. Every time I try at home my Dad talks to me so this is last resort. I love my Dad but GOD he has talked non stop since he got here. he's definitely getting a touch of the pensioner about him.
Do I have to go and look at last nights thread - was it rude??

Bets the Bat Lady
xxxx

[mario]

Fridy 19th June..

:Honey just to let you know i had a bat last nite.............instead of a shower

[irish eyes]

Fridy 19th June..

Morning Army you all seem bright and positive this this fresh morning. I got an awful shock this morning, I woke up with an almighty headache and immediately my heart sank I thought it was saturday and I had been drinking last night but a few seconds later I realised that I havent friday night drinking this year. Still have the headache though, I guess my sinuses are acting up with all this hay fever better get myself some sort of spray or i will explode. Limers u look about 25.

[Guitarista]

Fridy 19th June..

Morning all you beautiful people!
Hey Batty....i mean Betty. I have big bat's fly near my house on their way to do what they do, and one bat, who shall remain nameless, (Brian) i swear used to follow me around. I'd be out the back drinking, and i'm sure i'd hear him say.............'Come on Gster, pull ya feckin' finger out boy!.... Or words to that effect. I still have him popping in to check up, but his visit's, sadly, are far less frequent these day's..................