Self hate?

[veritas]

Self hate?

Keep it up, New Me.

I find that there is nothing as horrible waking up after a night of boozing. The self loathing becomes almost physical in its intensity. Its as though every kind act, every couragous step, every moment of victory disappears. All that is left is guilt, guilt and more guilt.

I struggle to recognise that I am not the enemy, my addiction is.

We all struggle to confront the same demon. As long as we can hold onto the reality that this is our resposibility, our battle to fight.... and not make excuses... then, I do believe that there is hope.

[The New Me]

Self hate?

Veritas...
It is so true... The same brain that tells us to drink the night before, will bellitle you without mercy the next morning. It is like living with a monster in your head!
I need a new brain

[moofarmer]

Self hate?

Sun is out, 39 days sober

a sober guy I met at AA said, "AL wants you dead,
but will settle for you miserable". I can't believe how
sad I was for years. ODAT.

[The New Me]

Self hate?

I am just beginnign to respect the monster of AL. It will trick you to believe you are in control, but guess what? The only control you can have is abstinence (at least in my case)