Hi people who know me and hi to those who dont.
Ive been off this forum for a while and its because I needed a wake up call. Dont flatter yourselves yet....(?) (!) but....YES it was MWO who made me realise I could not go on pretending. I have been hanging round here for at least 2 years....Almost like a fly you want to swat....maybe I do myself down...lol. I read the MWO book, I chatted to geezers who feel like me and I tried to get my life sorted. I did not order any meds and I suppose I should have done but my real problem ...and Im the best judge of this...is the fact that I find it hard to address my issues. So, on that note, and this is to those of you who know me, Ive bitten the bullet....and believe u me it was hard to do initially but Ive been talking to someone and its made me realise that im not alone, Im not a freak of nature, others have my problems. This funny ole guy is actually ok and he has dealt with so much before that I dont think hes shocked by anything....and I tested him!!!!! But thats me. LOL Im also taking the Kudzu that people have talked about. Im also doing yoga once a week...so thats ok i guess. Im still modding but I feel thats ok with me.....its my past that is holding me up and Im ok when i talk about it with someone who is proffessional. Anyway, please be happy for me and dont judge me. I love u all Bella XXXXX
Ive been off this forum for a while and its because I needed a wake up call. Dont flatter yourselves yet....(?) (!) but....YES it was MWO who made me realise I could not go on pretending. I have been hanging round here for at least 2 years....Almost like a fly you want to swat....maybe I do myself down...lol. I read the MWO book, I chatted to geezers who feel like me and I tried to get my life sorted. I did not order any meds and I suppose I should have done but my real problem ...and Im the best judge of this...is the fact that I find it hard to address my issues. So, on that note, and this is to those of you who know me, Ive bitten the bullet....and believe u me it was hard to do initially but Ive been talking to someone and its made me realise that im not alone, Im not a freak of nature, others have my problems. This funny ole guy is actually ok and he has dealt with so much before that I dont think hes shocked by anything....and I tested him!!!!! But thats me. LOL Im also taking the Kudzu that people have talked about. Im also doing yoga once a week...so thats ok i guess. Im still modding but I feel thats ok with me.....its my past that is holding me up and Im ok when i talk about it with someone who is proffessional. Anyway, please be happy for me and dont judge me. I love u all Bella XXXXX
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