It was good chatting this morning. I remember a few years ago when 'P' was preaching on the ten commandments. The kids from 'CS' had made paper 'stone tablets' of each of the commandments with clippings of pictures from magazines and they'd been stuck on the church walls. One Sunday morning, feeling a bit rough from the night before, I trundled upstairs and sat down and right in front of me was the commandment, 'You shall have no other gods before me' and slap bang in the middle of the tablet was a picture of a bottle of liquor. I felt quite awkward, I think I wanted to cry but generally I was still in denial.
I remember during another service crying begging for God to just take the problem away and I heard Him say to me, 'I cannot just take this away, this is a decision you need to make - but I will walk with you every step of the way.'
At the time my relationship with God had dwindled because of my drinking but His relationship with me has always remained constant.
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