Hi akgirl,
I was awol for a while. I've been hiding out in Mod Squad since I've been back. I've been wondering about you. I don't know what's going on with your son and why he's away or for how long. But it sounds to me like you are grieving him being away. I went through that when each of my sons left home. My youngest left to finish high school in an alternative school in another city and lived with my brother and SIL. Even though I knew he was coming back, I grieved the same way as when my older son moved out when he graduated HS.
Do get your physical in case there is more going on. But also look up the symptoms of grieving. I remember your son being your life! If you are having financial problems as well I think what you are describing sounds pretty much what any of us would be feeling.
Hang in there. Give yourself credit for the courage to post here. I have gone through some really hard stuff lately too I know how hard it is to come back and post anything.
I believe in you!
periwinkle :l
Comment