Well I chickened out before but I rescheduled a doc appointment next Fri. Although I am debating to go to a regular doc or change and go to a natural one. Either way I just want to get checked. After my scare with those crazy symptoms. I'm feeling better, but it got me to thinking......WTF am I really doing to my body. I read up on healing the damages of AL and it went into detail about what AL does to us. I always thought because I didn't get hangovers and always felt good it was no big deal. So wrong. I'm rethinking how I feel about good ol AL. I need to protect my body. If I continue to drink like this, am I GIVING myself cancer? Sure feels like it. I had no idea how much damage I was doing to myself.
I ordered Baclofen online. I figured I'm going to try it and don't need my Docs permission. I will probably talk with them about it though. I ordered Dr A's book too.
I'm planning on an AF August. I'm going to get a cleanse and take extra supps. I'm so worried about my health now I don't want to drink. Feels like poison to me now. I guess thats the kick in the butt I needed. I just have to give my body a break and a chance to heal.
Oh, by the way. I am a big advocate of the CD's but had a hard time finding the time and really "getting into it". Just recently when I first wake up and am still in sleepy mode I have been giving myself messages. Just thought of a few things and keep repeating them to myself while in that state. Heck mornings is when I'm most motivated. Usually because I'm feeling ashamed or trying to remember the night before. Feels like its helping me change my attitude and its easier than the CD's for me.
Sorry for the long post but it's helped me clarify things.
So here's to an AF August!
:l
Ak
I ordered Baclofen online. I figured I'm going to try it and don't need my Docs permission. I will probably talk with them about it though. I ordered Dr A's book too.
I'm planning on an AF August. I'm going to get a cleanse and take extra supps. I'm so worried about my health now I don't want to drink. Feels like poison to me now. I guess thats the kick in the butt I needed. I just have to give my body a break and a chance to heal.
Oh, by the way. I am a big advocate of the CD's but had a hard time finding the time and really "getting into it". Just recently when I first wake up and am still in sleepy mode I have been giving myself messages. Just thought of a few things and keep repeating them to myself while in that state. Heck mornings is when I'm most motivated. Usually because I'm feeling ashamed or trying to remember the night before. Feels like its helping me change my attitude and its easier than the CD's for me.
Sorry for the long post but it's helped me clarify things.
So here's to an AF August!
:l
Ak
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