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[namaste]

Hi everybody...I'm back again, for what? the fifth or sixth time. Geez! When will I ever learn? Well, my pattern is to go AF for 4 or 5 months then go back to my old ways for 2 or 3 until I start feeling like crap..and I start all over again. All is well in my life, even great in many ways (interesting how it really doesn't matter what is going on, I'll find some reason to default). It's a new day, a new month and my focus is taking care of my body. Back on the supps, the TOPA (for a few weeks if necessary) and exercise. Wish me luck!
Namaste'

[Wally22]

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Best of luck Namaste. This time will be the one that takes. You can do it.

[Lavande]

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Welcome back Namaste!

This will be the last time...................if you really want it to be
You know what you need to do!

Best of luck!
Lav

[betty boop]

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Best of Luck Namaste, I'm also back AGAIN ........ lets make this time count!

Love & Hugs, BB xxxxx

[startingover]

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Good Luck Namaste and Betty!

[MissMerlot]

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Good luck namaste and betty!!!

I'm back from the woodwork again too.

We can do this....

odat..

love to all

xx

[betty boop]

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Good Luck Anniemac ......... I think the secret is to stay here even when we think that we are winning .......

Love & Hugs, BB xx

[MissMerlot]

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I think you're right bettyboop,

I notice i avoid my pc when i know i'm going to have a drink.
I cannot come here again and post that i have failed.
Wouldn't have the nerve cuz i'm beginning to get embarrassed...lol

This,for me is my last chance...

Now i'm off for a big fat chinese & a DIET coke.....Go figure...lol

Hope to see you all on tomorrow..
Best of luck for tonight!

annie
xx

[keke]

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Hi Namaste, Hey you at least manage to do a couple of months AF, I've yet to do that and I'm back again also. (Time to butt each others heads) Why only a few weeks on the topamax? I'm on day 6 AF and for the first of four times with the stuff am actually tolerating it well. I'm assuming you exercise regularly - how do your muscles feel with the topa? I'm more sore but adjusting. I'll try to keep up with your progress, but feel free to private post me. Take care, Keke

[betty boop]

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Annie enjoy your chinese .......... I'm having Chilli cos hubby is cooking ........

Hi Keke feel free to butt heads with me whenever we need it ........

Love & Hugs, BB xx

[namaste]

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Thanks everyone! KeKe, I really hate the topamax. I just don't feel well on it. I might as well have a hangover! But, it works. It has helped jump start my reserve several time...I feel pretty motivated today, so I may not even start it. We'll see. the test will be this weekend. I haven't been exercising a lot, but intend to. I don't recall the topa effecting my muscles..other than the back of my neck, and giving me mild headaches. Today I'm focusing on nutrition and the supplements.

Feel free to PM me anytime as well. Especially if you don't see me fairly regularly. I need a lot of encouragement and usually don't ask for it.

So far so good today! Hope everyone else is having a good one as well.
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