day ten holy crap

[skinny cow]

Day ten. whoah. can't believe i made it through the weekend. i really had the chance to drink last night. there was vodka in the house. hubby not around and me on my own. I went to a meeting and came home and thought hmm.......

but i didn't, after a battle, and i am really glad now. i know i can not look too far forward with this. I am a total one day at a time girl.

good thing is, the withdrawls seem to be abatting (especially the horrible stomach cramps).

so, i hope everyone else had a sober weekend.

[Zeppie2]

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I'm sooooo proud of you skinny - well done

[betty boop]

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:goodjob::goodjob: Skinny .......... I could not have vodka in the house and not drink it!!!!

You should be really proud of yourself .........

Love & Hugs, BB xx

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

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Well done skinny, weekends are always harder for me too. Isnt it such a great feeling after we got through those cravings and wake up the next morning happy and at peace with ourselves instead of hungover, full of shame and regret. Keep up the good work, you can beat this. BTW I love your chosen name.
Keep safe
KTAB

[Popeye]

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Well done Skinny.
Weekends were killers for me too, but I've so many ways to enjoy them without ending up a quivering wreck.

[AMELIA]

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Good for you Skinny Cow,
Congrats on holding strong! Vodders in the house is one dangerous thing though!!
Keep on moving forward...you are 1/3 of your way to a month.
x

[Mstall]

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Congrats skinnycow on your 10 days! today is my 10 day too.

But I KNOW i wouldnt have made it had wine been lurking in my fridge last night. Well done!

[greeneyes]

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Good job skinny!

whisper to skinny: pour it out

[mario]

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:goodjob: skinnycow,odaat.

[betty boop]

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greeneyes;694504 wrote:

whisper to skinny: pour it out

Definintely .........xxxxxx

[JackieClaire]

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Hey Skinny,
Ditto Greeneyes.....pour it out.
Jackie xxx
AF since 7/7/2009

[DriftyAlison0]

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Well done Skinny! Just continue to take it a day at a time. But your getting close to reaching the 2 week mark. People including myself have slipped on the 2 week mark so be aware of it and stay away from AL.

[skinny cow]

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thanks everyone! you're really very supportive. I know i should pour it out. i don't know what is stopping me. it is like i need an emergency valve or something, even though if i really wanted to i guess i could go out and buy it any time.

tonight i felt a bit crappy. a lot of the old feelings back. sunday night blues i guess. i just must learn to live with stress without al, which makes everything crappier for sure

[1967]

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great effort skinny! 10 days is a real accomplishment! i think you deserve a reward!!

[Determination]

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Skinny - congrats on day 10 and not caving in to the temptation. :goodjob:

I know what you mean about stress and AL...just keep in mind that AL only temporarily makes the stress seem less - in the morning, the stress is still there, plus guilt.

Be Strong!