since i started this stop drinking awareness, i left so much go to hell.
2 years ago when i stopped, the change was so profound, i let alot i would normally
take care of, turn to a total mess.
of course i drink still here and there. Not like before. i am different.
slowly learning the facts of me, the hard way.
Easy come and easy GO, i am paying still for my behavior.
i realise a car may not be A big deal, butt it turned into a homeless persons place.
as of today, i may have had a receipt or a pay stub blowing down the road, from being so slack.
now i had to check in on-line to review a bank statement for the 1st. time in
2 years!!!
what happened to me when i decided to change? I let all things go. :upset: very upset.
money, checks are missing, and i must finally FACE reality and get it together.
Even took a picture of the interior of my mess of baggage!!!
what I thought was funny, has become a brand new head - ACHE.
i work so hard, only to be caught up in my poopie diaper.
Fighting alcoholism is a FULL-Time Job for me.
I think i made a huge step taking control finally. i did.
:thanks:
2 years ago when i stopped, the change was so profound, i let alot i would normally
take care of, turn to a total mess.
of course i drink still here and there. Not like before. i am different.
slowly learning the facts of me, the hard way.
Easy come and easy GO, i am paying still for my behavior.
i realise a car may not be A big deal, butt it turned into a homeless persons place.
as of today, i may have had a receipt or a pay stub blowing down the road, from being so slack.
now i had to check in on-line to review a bank statement for the 1st. time in
2 years!!!
what happened to me when i decided to change? I let all things go. :upset: very upset.
money, checks are missing, and i must finally FACE reality and get it together.
Even took a picture of the interior of my mess of baggage!!!
what I thought was funny, has become a brand new head - ACHE.
i work so hard, only to be caught up in my poopie diaper.
Fighting alcoholism is a FULL-Time Job for me.
I think i made a huge step taking control finally. i did.
:thanks:
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