just spoke to counsellor tonight who pointed out i am trying to do a lot by giving up both(and trying to lose weight/train for a ten k)
I feel really good though - I struggle with a lot of all or nothing thinking/low self esteem BUT I feel happier less anxious af, and alcohol is what always leads to me smoking/not exercising.
I will definitely keep my chocolate levels up for now!
I was/am feeling good - but that has unsettled me a bit - am I setting myself up to fail?
I don't think so this time - she did say I could be at a pivotal point and it may be time for a big change - why can't I just trust my own views?
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