sorry lovey me gets a bit forward sometimes (even when sober....hmmmm previously unknown personality trait emerging..)
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All's well here, thanks mate. I know you'll get back on track, but for me, i couldn't, wasn't interested at having just a bottle, or a few glasses. Nup, no fun. I'd want to get quietly numb. I still don't know why, and i don't care, i just know that i would keep drinking once i had a sip, at this point. I'm disciplined enough to stop, and stay stopped, but not disciplined enough to moderate. What the feck is that about?...I don't know, i just know it to be so for me, right now. Moderation might be a possibility for me when i'm 65, i don't know, but i do know, not for me right now, and that's cool. Do you know what you need to do Waves? You sound like you're still trying the moderation angle?
'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'
Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD, September
Evening Beagle,
I'm grand thanks. What's an MVA? Some kind of boganesque armoured vehicle?
And are you well?
'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'
Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD, September
beagle;714931 wrote: evening Bridget & Mr G.
hows things with you two - did you have an MVA G? OK are you?If your 8 year old self met you, would they be proud?
Rejoined life 20/5/19
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sorry G : that stands for Motor vehicle Accident. I read somewhere you had a bingle...?
Me...I'm fine thanks. Had a productive day doing battle with various garndeing implements like the whippersnipper ( ran out of spool line,replaced,wouldn't start) & the ride on mower (needed jump starting,did so,then ran out of fuel & fuel bottle empty).
It was like some Gardening God said,, beagle,little lady,don't do it today.
So I listened.
Bridge: did you play "Sybil" ?
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Good to hear you are fine Beagle. Are you doing this week af?
(no car accident here, but thanks for your concern)
'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'
Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD, September
Guitarista;714936 wrote: All's well here, thanks mate. I know you'll get back on track, but for me, i couldn't, wasn't interested at having just a bottle, or a few glasses. Nup, no fun. I'd want to get quietly numb. I still don't know why, and i don't care, i just know that i would keep drinking once i had a sip, at this point. I'm disciplined enough to stop, and stay stopped, but not disciplined enough to moderate. What the feck is that about?...I don't know, i just know it to be so for me, right now. Moderation might be a possibility for me when i'm 65, i don't know, but i do know, not for me right now, and that's cool. Do you know what you need to do Waves? You sound like you're still trying the moderation angle?
You are most probably right... I think I'm a time bomb whilst moderating..
I'd be interested in how a few months AF would change things for me...
I've only ever done 3 days AF by myself, have managed 2 weeks AF with the help of Diazepam (Valium)
And no, I don't know what I need to do (please help)What you perceive is what you believe, so make sure you look at things the right way....
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I could listen to you for hours Bridge. You are beautiful. And a nurse? Well, honourable comes to mind too!
And on that note, of love, and harmony, G'night all, and take care!
'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'
Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-
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sadly G I am not doing an AF week.For some stupid reason the habit of the wine glass is still present,but I am firmly sticking to my halving rule with success.Maybe I've taken the cheat's way out by saying to self ' oh yes self,wait for the cd's,read the book"...
...but i don't want to set myself up to fail so when I feel prepared,I'm going to have a red hot go.
Good night mr G.
Wavey,my thoughts are with you.
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