Had a few too many the other night, wife tried to wake me to manage something for her and couldn't - we'd gone to bed and I was out for the count. Normally I'm a light sleeper - but she shook me and I just made noises at her. This cannot happen cause there could be a medical emergency, or problem with her machines, and I have to deal with it.
I can't do this anymore - no matter how I tell myself there can be a happy medium - I need to be on call for her 24x7 so today will be the first day. I can do this and maybe the next day OK but beyond that will be new territory - please keep me in your prayers. Its got to be AF for real this time, no more games and excuses. Needless to say I'm a little concerned.
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