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    an idiot

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    #2
    an idiot

    You can't turn years of ingrained habit overnight Beagle..

    But you can start to change them..

    I think that is what you are doing..

    You fucked up, so what?

    Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get on with the battle..

    David
    What you perceive is what you believe, so make sure you look at things the right way....

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      #3
      an idiot

      Today is a new day.
      Learn from yesterday and move on to better things:-)
      "The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it"

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        Hi Beagle,
        I agree with Waves. It's really great that you are here, on this site, trying to make a difference to your life. And you will. Learn from this, and remember! Writing down how you feel now, can be a good motivator to read back on when you need to. Do you have a plan, other than cutting down? To what end? Where do you want to be in a month, or at the end of the year? Lot's of reading, posting, as you are doing (great!), asking question's, sharing idea's, feelings, thought's, etc, will help you form a solid plan of action. Now, get to it!

        'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

        Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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          #5
          an idiot

          dont feel to bad beagle we have all been there and no one said its easy,dont give up in your battle just because the hard work has begun,instead of looking down the road where you want to be,you need to look at this moment,you have taken a step toward your goal so your still closer if you never took that step.failure seldom stops you what stops you is the fear of failure.


          :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

          Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
          I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

          This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

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            #6
            an idiot

            Oh Beagle,

            We've all been there and back again and there and back again and there and back again.

            Massive congratulations on coming back here and being SO honest.

            Yesterday's over.

            Love Jackie xxx

            By the way I love your smartarse comments.

            :l
            It could be worse, I could be filing.
            AF since 7/7/2009

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              #7
              an idiot

              Hey Beagle,
              It's a long and winding road to where we want to be, and I got lost more than once.
              Lots of hands here to help you along the way.

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                #8
                an idiot

                Tahe how you feel now Beagle...bottle it..put it on a shelf where you can see it out of the corner of your eye....

                Next time you are tempted......open the bottle....have a look inside and remember how wank you felt right now..play the night back in your head...all the embarressing little bits that you would rather forget...

                The thoughts of a drink loses its appeal somewhat....

                You are not the first to fall/slip/have a fuck it moment...call it what you like.....but you havn't let it turn into a huge binge...you are back here, accountable and willing to try again....that makes all the difference...

                Climb back aboard.....plenty of room up here...
                "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                AF 10th May 2010
                NF 12th May 2010

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                  #9
                  an idiot

                  You didn't need to delete your post beagle..

                  All of us have been there..

                  I say what I think, I hope I didn't offend you..

                  (I offend most people..lol)

                  Wavey
                  What you perceive is what you believe, so make sure you look at things the right way....

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                    #10
                    an idiot

                    Hi Beagle
                    One thing I have learned about letting AL go is that it's not straight-forward and easy, and no-one (except yourself of course!) expects you to be perfect. People fall off the wagon all the time - you can read all about it on this site! - but the thing is if you're serious about beating AL, you'll pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and get yourself straight back on track. AL is very good at making you feel so very guilty and worthless but these are draining and unhelpful feelings to have so apologise to yourself, make a plan and pick up from where you left off. Trust me, you are NOT alone in doing what you have done and feeling what you feel.
                    Onwards and upwards!
                    I'm not a flip flop - I'm a Jandal!:undercover:

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                      #11
                      an idiot

                      Don't worry about it love, take another run at it.
                      The re-start Queen.
                      If your 8 year old self met you, would they be proud?
                      Rejoined life 20/5/19

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                        #12
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                        Hi Beagle, if I had ?1 for every lapse I have had I would be a millionare now. Don't despair you can do it. 3 months ago I was suicidal, I had hit my rock bottom, was at risk of losing my beautiful grandchildren, also my job. I had been in hospital due to drink. I saw a wonderful doctor who is himself an alcoholic, he prescribed me naltrexone, campral and a short course of antabuse, which I only take if I feel at risk of drinking (antabuse) the others I take daily. I also have hypnotherapy and counselling. I had been drinking for over 30 years, and thought it was impossible to stop, but I have, and have never felt better. It is not easy but can be done. I wish you well.
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                          #13
                          an idiot

                          Beagle love,

                          I've f**ked up that many times i've lost count...

                          But i keep on keeping on....i know i will get there...godspeed...and you will too...

                          Keep reading & reading here...

                          The fuck-up Queen...

                          xx

                          pardon my language ; )
                          "Just when i was getting used to yesterday,along came today"
                          ...............
                          Bring it on!
                          ...............

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                            #14
                            an idiot

                            thanks guys.:upset:

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                              #15
                              an idiot

                              There ya are ya little shite.....glad you are back with us and don't ever ever think of stopping yer smart ass commnets...they bloody well keep me going lol!!

                              We are right here waiting on ya honey xxxx
                              "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                              AF 10th May 2010
                              NF 12th May 2010

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