well first I would like to thank everyone here and especially the few in chat with me some evenings for helping me get thru this "sobering up" period. I am still AF. I am still having some issues with hubby that need work, but thanks to a good councellor I have been home for over two weeks. we are communicating pretty well and sleeping in the same bed..watching tv and movies together and generally just getting along. We are not talking about issues when we are not with the councellor, per her request, and while at first I thought that this was not dealing with things properly, I have to say that it is working.
HOWEVER,, still no physical contact at all. He said he needs time and it will be on his schedule. Ok. Since he is the hurt party all I can do is hope. Until this morning. It is our anniversary and I made myself leave for work pretty fast...out the door by 6:15,,yelled upstairs to say goodbye and I deeked..was a little depressed cause of anniversary.
Well he followed me out to my car and put some stuff in for me to bring back to restaurant...then he put his arms around me...kissed me (brief...but nice) and said happy anniversary. I :upset: all the way to work..but happy tears for once.
To be honest I was worried about drinking today. The little bastard has been nagging me bad the last few days..telling me..don't worry about it..you deserve it..it will stop you from being depressed on your anniversary. NOW. I am MORE resolved NOT to drink!! Looks like my husband is slowly finding his way back to me and I am not going to BLOW it over STUPID wine!!
again thanks to all for all the help for the last couple of months..won't be in chat tonight but hopefully tomorrow night..
:thanks:
Lynn
HOWEVER,, still no physical contact at all. He said he needs time and it will be on his schedule. Ok. Since he is the hurt party all I can do is hope. Until this morning. It is our anniversary and I made myself leave for work pretty fast...out the door by 6:15,,yelled upstairs to say goodbye and I deeked..was a little depressed cause of anniversary.
Well he followed me out to my car and put some stuff in for me to bring back to restaurant...then he put his arms around me...kissed me (brief...but nice) and said happy anniversary. I :upset: all the way to work..but happy tears for once.
To be honest I was worried about drinking today. The little bastard has been nagging me bad the last few days..telling me..don't worry about it..you deserve it..it will stop you from being depressed on your anniversary. NOW. I am MORE resolved NOT to drink!! Looks like my husband is slowly finding his way back to me and I am not going to BLOW it over STUPID wine!!
again thanks to all for all the help for the last couple of months..won't be in chat tonight but hopefully tomorrow night..
:thanks:
Lynn
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