Hope all is well with you.
Ok last night a friend came to take me out for dinner.
We drove for awhile and came up to a home I had never been to.
Thought we were going to a restaurant but I think "OK I'll just roll with this"
We walk in and it is the house of a really good lady friend of ours.
And all of my closest friends were there.(What a shock)
They as many of you knew what I have been going through the last few months.
They all came and gave me a big hug and told me they wanted me to just come out and get out of this little depression hole of an apartment that I live in.
They basically force fed me (And I needed that).
I ate twice in 12 hours as opposed to twice in a week !!!
Anyway we had a GREAT night and a Great morning.
As we all were parting ways one of my buddies comes up gives me a hug and slipped some cash in my pocket!! ( I lost my job two weeks ago)
He would not take no for an answer.
I really never knew I had friends like that!!!
I mean I knew they cared but to me this is over the top!!!
Needless to say I felt more uplifted than I have in the last 10 months!!!
(Divorce,job loss,may loose my home to the bank,ex totaled my car so now I have no transportation)
Well the first thing I did when I got home I got on here went to chat to talk about my time.
In the middle of chatting I get a call, it is the buddy that slipped me the money.
He tells me he is coming to get me on Fri. next. OK cool.
I live about 1 1/2 hours north of him.
He goes on to say that he is going to drive me about 1 1/2 hours south of where he lives to see his counselor !!
So 6 hours driving in one day to take me to a counselor !!!!
I tell him "Look I have no money" he tells me it is at no cost !!!!
( I think he may be paying although he says he is not)
I started bawling like a baby !!!!
I never knew anybody cared so much about me !!!!
I can hardly keep my heart inside me right now!!!
Last week I truly wanted to die. (I really thought i might do something to help that along to)
THANK YOU MY MWO PEEPS !!!!! (And the key players know who you are)
You "spanked" me when I needed it the most!!!!
I knew I had all of you but with this "new" found love I really do have hope !!!!!!
Going to detox starting tomorrow.
My ex in-laws are taking me into their home to look over me as I get past the worse of this. Even after all the shit I have put that family/their daughter through(God I love them)!!!
So to any that have no hope it is there !!!!!!
I found mine and you will to!!!!
Sorry for the ramble but had to get all of this out.
Much LOVE and PEACE to all
Bob :h:h:h
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