notes from the porch

[greeneyes]

Sometimes my daddy is demanding but it's really a cover up for needy I think. And sometimes I'm too fragile to handle it. I don't yet know how to uphold my boundaries. I still feel the need to make everything alright for everybody. So I get stabby. I don't know how to maintain my energy boundary with grace. I'm trying to learn. He said that he feared when I said goodbye to him on the phone it was a final goodbye. And he cried himself to sleep. I told him we couldn't be in the drowning pool without taking turns doing the dog paddle since neither of us had a life preserver. He said what do I hold on to then? My hand or my foot - whatever. He said but you are the one that flies off into orbit. :H he really said that. I said well, you better exercise your wings, but somehow we well always be there together. So dog paddle or flap but don't leave me and I won't leave you. :upset: But loved.

[brittzak]

notes from the porch

Damn that is sad Greenie! I wanna cry....but, the real question is did you get his radio station fixed or is he still having to listen to rap?

[IAD]

notes from the porch

Greenie......brings tears to a glass eye....IAD

[greeneyes]

notes from the porch

Luv, remember he sleeeps through the rap dance. :H

IAD. I am going to sic your chiwawawawawas on you.

[IAD]

notes from the porch

Ok Greenie.....I'm off to my Reading Room ! Ha!