Hi everyone , :new: and just found this thread, reading it a bit up and down to get an impression, and decided to join in. I have not actually seen the videos but from what I read I get a good picture.
Don't think I will watch them soon, cos Very emotionally unstable atm, try to protect myself from whats too painfull right now. But I would like to share about how things were, what AL does or did to us. I like the mood of this thread.
FTR. I am still trying to get my hands on some good baclofen through various ways, but have not succeeded yet. Doing it on will power today, with tranquillizers help, and vague withdrawls, but nothing too serious. This site and some threads in particular have helped me enormously already, eeventhough I have many drinking nights. But tonight Im sober, my firts in 5 days. I glad found you and yes, remembering what it was like when very bad.
Ive spent 3 months in a 12step clinc, but a few AAyears later, I stumbled and fell, and kept falling. I need threads like this to talk to the better part of me and not let the dark part win.
Anyway thank you all for sharing, and all the best to you! Hope to see you around a lot here!
JB
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