I feel that each night is the last one

[carla]

Hi everyone. I have managed the last 5 days without alc, supps, meds or so...been taking thrice as much as prescribed from the sleeping tabs I obtained from my chemist the other day. But I have these severe pains beneath my breast also having more difficulties breathing, guess it's related more to my drinking and smoking far too much over the months. Even though I go to bed sober, I feel more afraid than ever that I even do take the house phone with me. I am a person that has good feelings for things - mostly come true. I have a strong feeling recently that I am perishing, my heart will leave me soon - it is really so strong. I still want to live, but I think I have done far too much damage to myself - or it is just my destiny. If anything happens to me, it may be the best donation I can ever give this community, use anything I said to save other souls. Maybe I am just so scared to meet my doc again tomorrow....I don't know, maybe I love just too much or drink or smoke or ......too much, but I feel it so severely recently that every thing I do could as well be the last one. If any of you ever tracks me down...after, please tell my son that I love him dearly. Loads of love. Carla. If I leave, I will be your angel

[happycamper68]

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Carla please go to the hospital!

Carla,
You are frightening me terribly!!

If you feel that ill please call for an ambulance and go to the hospital right now, please do that! Please do that your son needs you! Please go right now please!!!!

[MKR]

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Dear Carla,

Happy is right, get to the hospital ASAP! What scary feelings!!!

For your son, yourself, your husband, and all of us here, please do get immediate help!!

Hugs,
Mary

[carla]

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I am in tears camper. What will I tell them at the hospital? I am so defeated

[carla]

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Okay. Thanks. Will keep you posted. All the best. Carla

[Roberta Jewell]

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Carla, please check you Private Messages

Something important there...I think it will help.

RJ

[happycamper68]

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Carla tell them you feel like you are having a heart attack. They will come quickly.

[matthew1965]

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r u okay carla

carla, sound like kyou are severely depressed, get some help, there are so many options out there, really, wish you the best.

[spacie]

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Carla,
Tell them how you feel and go right away!! It's terrible to feel defeated and the pain you feel could be linked to many things don't be afraid. I've been in fits of tears unable to breath too it's hearbreaking. You must please go right away and get some help call a cab it you need to but go.

Spacie

[lushy]

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Carla I really hope you went to get help. Sounds like a severe anxiety attack or withdrawal. Please let us know how you are doing. We are concerned.

[Guest]

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Carla,
You have so much to offer and your son does need you. When you get back from getting checked out and getting the medical attention you need (you are going right now, or already gone, right?? I hope!), keep us posted, as you said, when you get a chance.
Take care of yourself, your health, your family first.
We're always here! You love YOU first. :h
Here with open arms upon your return:l

[Mary Anne]

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Carla

Please get help, I may right behind you....................been drinking my A** off all day at work in a doctor's office, pretty scary, but had no patients this afternoon, so just let it rip!!!

You are in my prayers, keep me in yours!:h :l

Much love and hugs!!!

[xtexan]

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Carla:

Hang on!! Hold on!!

Remember, Carla, there is something deep inside of you that has to go on.

You went without for 5 days. Deep inside, you did that for a reason. To become whole again.

You posted here. Deep inside, you did that for a reason. To be with us, as you become whole again.

If it's so intense that you don't think you can make it, PLEASE PLEASE call for help.

It maybe just the sleep meds pulling you down, so if it's that, call for help immediately. PLEASE hang on.

[Bambino]

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Carla

I have just read your thread that was highlighted by many of your friends here.... Your friends here are very concerned about you. You are NEEDED here. to share your experiences, and knowledge - and your friendship. X

PLEASE do not do anything daft .
I have been in that place too, but it DOES get better.

I hope you are ok, and I am praying desperately for you. XXXX

I So hope that you are ok.... please get intouch and let us know as soon as you feel ready to.

I wish you all of my love

Liz
xxxxxx :h :h :h

[vinophile]

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Carla!!!!!We are here

Carla,
We are here to support you every step of the way.I'm sure you are scared right now so please call for help(doctor,ambulance..) Please let us know that you are o.k. Your son needs you and so do we.
Janet