I feel that each night is the last one

[eustacia]

I feel that each night is the last one

has anyone heard from carla? i don't know her but i just read through this thread and i am concerned that she is in very great danger.

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[Newyear]

I feel that each night is the last one

Carla- I've had chest pains too and figured I was having a heart attack - since my dad died of a heart attack at 42 and I am now 43. What I think I am saying is that I do think it is related to both stopping drinking and anxiety - like lush said, I think you may be experiencing panic attacks - it often makes you feel like you are having a heart attack.
I had a full panic attack one time - it lasted about 3 hours and I went to the doctor. I wanted them to knock me out because I was so afraid - they didn't. But they did run some tests and they did an ekg - so they could tell me my heart was just fine.
I'm going on and on here but what you wrote sounded so familiar to me. Esp the part about the chest pains when you go to bed ---me too! And I know it is scary. I highly recommend going to the dr though - it can relieve some of the anxiety.

Please let us know how you are doing ok??
Lisa

[Whitestar]

I feel that each night is the last one

Had simular myself

Hi

Have gone through withdrawall many times, best to get medical advice, diazipan and anti nausea were prespribed for me in the uk and 48 hours in hospital where everyone was most supportive, try not too panic. My thoughts are with you

Whitestar

[YoungAtHeart]

I feel that each night is the last one

Lots of support here, but boy, I'm hoping that we all actually hear from CARLA soon.

[Bambino]

I feel that each night is the last one

Me too Y.A.H

[happycamper68]

I feel that each night is the last one

I am hoping that we are NOT hearing from her because she has been admitted for a few days for detox.

[carla]

I feel that each night is the last one

Hi - all of you, and thank you so so much. I don't know if there is any place in the world I would have gotten more support, encouragement, well wishes, motivation, love, etc, like here. Thanks. You pushed me hard into doing the right thing, and yes I called for an ambulance immediately, I was released from hospital an hour ago, and wanted to post something because I thought you all would be worried. Heart and liver fine - thanks God. Blood is in some sort of mess, can be cured though. Shall return again on Thursday for further tests, but I feel much better now. I will keep you informed and wish you all the best, too. With loads of love, Carla

[happycamper68]

I feel that each night is the last one

Carla OK! Read her reply on her thread!

[shedot]

I feel that each night is the last one

With Faith, we all have Hope, with Hope we love, with love all things are possible.....

Things can get better with faith, hope and love....this is truly an amazing place to be....

[Preciouspinot]

I feel that each night is the last one

Thank God you called for the help you needed and let us know how you are....I was really really scared for you Don't forget us and continue to post

[carla]

I feel that each night is the last one

How could I ever forget you? I live a very isolated life - not so good, not by choice, either. I've loved too much and trusted and given far too much, but I have been so much let down also by friends. I have never felt so loved like I do in this community, it really helps - thanks: RJ, happycamper, becca, Lush, preciousp............everyone! You have given me the sense of my life back, I am more than greatful. Will begin therapy, ie. what is really the problem? What leads you to all these....etc. Keep you posted, promised, I am already addicted here - better than the bottle, thought so much of you guys on my hospital bed that I even asked if I'd be allowed to take my pc with me, believe me....anyway.... Lol. Carla

[eustacia]

I feel that each night is the last one

:flower: Carla--

I am with you for whatever it takes and so are many others. I am so, so glad to "hear" your voice. You really made my day!

E

[Guest]

I feel that each night is the last one

I've been "addicted" to this place since Feb. Carla! Like I said, it's a great place to be! Just keep learning and trying, and getting to the bottom of the problem. Don't let the bumps discourage you. We all have them. Just keep on trying and discovering the wealth of knowledge and experience all these amazing people here have to offer.
I'm SO glad you are back! Get some rest, do whatever it is the hospital told you to do, and stay close, OK?
:l You did the right thing.

[carla]

I feel that each night is the last one

Thanks dear, thank you, really. Hope I will be able to assist others to, may need some time, but I know that when I feel better, if I do, I will help, I have been part of it so I know the problem. Good night. Love, Carla

[carla]

I feel that each night is the last one

Eustacia, thank you, too. Can't even express how so much your love and concern has affected me. I have chosen to move on - want to, and must. Come from a very sad family background, have been so strong over the years, but from one day to the next, every strength left me.........then, I landed here. One of the best moves I made in life. I have written a book, has helped me out in terms of letting things go, but yesterday was really an evening (without a drop of alcohol) that .............Loads of love. C.