Army Thread, 5 November
am so angry with myself
am so angry with myself
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Army Thread, 5 November
where ion tenerife do you live lj?life is simple its just not easyComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
in the south, place called Las GalletasComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
Costa de SilencioComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
i have a sil living in santa cruzlife is simple its just not easyComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
I hate how I feel right now, I was so determind to do it this time forever, am so angry with myself, I really thought I had a control on it,
god I hate being out in the evening, was running to and from getting these damm papers done and when I went back after the 6th time with the extra copys they demanded, the office was closed by seconds and wouldn't lrt me in.
bumped into an old friend, he pulled me into the bar, I asked for an AL free beer and he said NO you need a drink... and I accepted and drank it... shit..
then came running home feeling disgusted with myself, came on here my safe zone, feel like shit.Comment
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Army Thread, 5 November
santa cruz is in the north, it's the capital of the Island, very historicComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
LJ, hang in there. You didn't throw it all away. You stopped. You had a moment of weakness, and next time you can remember how it made you feel BEFORE you give in. Old friends sometimes can be our worst enemies when they don't understand what's at stake. You're gonna make it this time. Hugs, honey!sigpic
Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:Comment
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Army Thread, 5 November
lj, don't be so hard on yourself! You didn't need a drink - he needed a reason and picked you to be it. Ambushes are tough! You didn't run and dive head first into the pub. It's over and done with. Learn the lesson get on with your evening in a cheerful manner. :l Keep at it!sigpic
Thoughts become things..... choose the good ones. ~TUTComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
Hello folks!
LJ, like Rubes says, you did brilliantly to deal with it the way you did and stop!
Now you will be even more prepared for every eventuality.
Its a learning curve hun.Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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Army Thread, 5 November
Greenie went shopping today.sigpic
Thoughts become things..... choose the good ones. ~TUTComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
Wodja get Greenie?Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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Army Thread, 5 November
Went to a "special" storesigpic
Thoughts become things..... choose the good ones. ~TUTComment
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Army Thread, 5 November
Oh no....it doesnt have batteries does it?Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009Comment
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Army Thread, 5 November
I was so proud of what I had done, it's been the beast that has controlled my life for so long,
shit I just don't want to fall back again, I honestly want to be a good mum for my three children and I want to live, I don't want to die and if I carry on drinking, that will be my end soonComment
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