why am I so afraid to do something that will be good for me???

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why am I so afraid to do something that will be good for me???

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why am I so afraid to do something that will be good for me???

Dear Precious Dexterhead~

The questions about this mysterious ailment are as consuming as the substance itself I have experienced.
I am listening, I care, I always have an outreached hand in your direction.

What a pleasant meadow is this site. We reach into each others openness with trust and concern that can be matched through the ages.

I often have asked why as well.
I have been challenging from a different angle.
Why not? Why do I not just give in and die a miserable death?
Why not? Why do I not just give in and live a beautiful existence?
Why would I simply not put down what has proven vile in specific doses. Would I guzzle a vile of rat posoin knowingly.
I do this knowingly. I can predict the misery. It is a distortion of.

This is strange in my reasoning.
It is a deceptive companion.
What level of relief does it offer in comparison to Love incarnate.

You are Love, dexterhead.
You are lovable if you so believe.

I know, it calls.
Something in absract is familar to our beings.

It freezes our truest identies, which silences brillance.

Adoring your uniqueness as always,