Army Thread 22nd November

[startingover]

Good morning everyone.
A rather exhausted and sorry Starty reporting for duty today.
Last night I hit the lowest I have felt since I began this journey, if truth be known I was terrified. Terrified of my feelings of hopelessness and despair. I wanted to harm myself. Not die, but punish myself in some way.
A few people have said I need to start caring about myself more. I think they are probably right, I just dont know how to control my feelings sometimes. How do I learn that?
I feel much more normal this morning though, it feels like the crisis or whatever is was has lifted. Thank Dog.
Thanks for all your support it really does mean the world to me.
I love you lot, thanks for being there :l:l:l

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd November

Good morning, you delicious squirrel (did I ever mention that I like older women?)

We're glad to have you back

As I mentioned to you yesterday in an email (and I don't think you'll mind if I repeat it here). Your punishment is the constipation you get from Codeine. Push, Starty, push! :H :H :H

Those feelings are now behind you, and you can only look forward. You have learnt from the experience. If only to show you what you still need to learn. Clear as mud, I know...

The Garden of Bounce is lovely this morning, and well-watered ahead of today's heat (we're expecting 35C). I saw the first chameleon in the garden - it was lurking in the lavender. The bougainvillas are blossoming - the one is a particularly nice deep maroon. The hydrangeas (we call them Christmas Roses in Saffa-land) are plumping up nicely... The squirrels on the park across the road were running up and down and in between the trees. The birds were singing, the early sun was gently warming my back... You get the picture.

I'll be off to have a Nanna Nap shortly, since I've been up since 3.15 a.m. Also accidentaly triggered the burglar alarm when I walked to the kitchen, because I forgot we had armed it before bed. The other three occupants of the House of Bounce were NOT impressed with me, to say the least...

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd November

Zeppie, how are the pups & your bestest self? You should know I hate silence...

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd November

Jan, you still owe me some homework. And I won't believe you if you said the dog ate it.

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread 22nd November

Morning Starts,Tips and all those yet to come.

Starts, soooo glad you're feeling a bit more normal but what is 'normal' for folks like us.?

Tips, Just how much older or do you have a limit?

This lot have been a nightmare to control, they keep slipping out from under the border.

:groupluv:

[Opal]

Army Thread 22nd November

Morning Starts, Tips, JC and all the army.

Starts glad your feeling better.

Tips, feck off, its pouring here and blowing a gale.

Hiya JC.

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

Army Thread 22nd November

Good morning all, Starty lovely to see you starting the thread, I was worried about you. I have sent you a PM cause I dont wish to bore the whole thread with my long deep meanderings on a Sunday morning.

Tip would you shut up about 35 degrees in that dream garden when there are ducks floating past my window in raincoats sobbing their little hearts out because it is too wet for them.

Jackie stop flirting with bouncy head or you may regret it when the underpants start arriving.
Right I am off to make a bucket of strong coffee.

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd November

JC, will I put these in the mail for you?

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd November

KTAB, I havent received a pm.....did you send it to the right starty? :H

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd November

startingover;762345 wrote: KTAB, I havent received a pm.....did you send it to the right starty? :H

Oh oh, ignore me, its here!!! :H

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

Army Thread 22nd November

Hiya Opal sorry I x posted with you there. LOL we told Tip to feck off though

Starty it should be there now. I was writting War & Peace, you know me at times when I get started.

[Guest]

Army Thread 22nd November

startingover;762344 wrote: JC, will I put these in the mail for you?

Whoo I like them!!!!! any chance you can drop them down the tube Starty
Reg

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

Army Thread 22nd November

Hiya Reggie, far to much swapping of knickers going on here theses days imo. There are specialist web sites for that kind of thing, yuk :yuk:
I am still not the best after seeing Bridge's huge pair yesterday.

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread 22nd November

startingover;762344 wrote: JC, will I put these in the mail for you?

nooooooooooooooooooooooo.

[Guest]

Army Thread 22nd November

KTAB;762355 wrote: Hiya Reggie, far to much swapping of knickers going on here theses days imo. There are specialist web sites for that kind of thing, yuk :yuk:
I am still not the best after seeing Bridge's huge pair yesterday.

I agree KTAB they look like me grannies