Today is back to day 1 with no codeine.
After just 3 days it seems to have got a grip on me once again. Not as badly as before I hope. But even so, badly enough for me to be thinking about it at 3am, badly enough for me to have got to looking forward to my next "dose" badly enough when the packet was finished yesterday to feel a slight sense of anxiety and a will you wont you get some more conversation going on in my head.
Soooo, what have I learned from this? Not sure yet, but definitely need to do a bit of soul searching in the next few days to find out how to avoid falling into such a deep well of despair again.
Onwards and upwards and let the day begin !!! (if I could shout battle cry that without waking the rest of the household I would :H))
Have a wonderful, magical and sober day visitors and lurkers alike.
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