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    Army Thread 29th November

    I noticed one of my huge booze triggers yesterday !!!!!

    known this old fella for about 3 years now, he can't speak spanish, so I have helped him with translations when he goes to doc or hospital etc, plus got him sorted out onto the spanish health system so his meds don't cost him a penny.

    we became friends he is seperated from his family, his choice, the wife was fucking about while he was in hospital getting both knees replaced, he was in a wheel chair so he wasn't very mobile....the cat couldn't move so the mouse went to play..!!!

    anyway one time I went into detox he looked after ollie & bonnie so they didn't have to go into care while I was in, so I was indebted to him..at first I didn't notice it but he started making moves on me...SHOCK:wow: he is 23 yrs older than me.... aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yuk NOOOOOOOO

    I told him, he was sad but acepted it rather than lose contact ,but he used to drive me mad kept phoning up and talking such crap and going on & on& on...... making excuses of needing to go to the doc etc, anyway it calmed down for a bit coz I was fed up with silly storys he would make up real chidish silly stuff I used to ignore it coz of his age but one time I told him to stop making up the storys it was driving me nuts and wasting my time.

    so didn't speak to him since I started on my AF journey have been waking up to so many things in my life, why my life followed the path it has and why I now want to change it and be in control of it, be doing things that make me happy, not just living to please others and running around after others,

    it is the first time in all my life I have lived 100% alone..
    it was... Parents house, Uni, my 1st house, left the country my own houses in each country but always had boyfriend/husband/lover plus my children which don't get me wrong I love them in all he world, which I think you know ??
    I have had peace to get myself mentally together, to get to grips with my AL problem, to do my very best to get out of it and be AF 100%, I know I said at first I would like to moderately drink in the future, I guess we all want that, but being realistic would be imposible at least for me.. I reckon after 37 years my body has been greedy enough and can do without it now, it's stopped.
    ok I digress, Jim this old fella started calling again grrrrr, but I couldn't be nasty to the old bugger so took him to the doc, but then it strted again he needed to change his phone contract etc, etc... yesterday when he dropped me off I really wanted a f'ing drink.I was so happy after seeing ollie.. then 8 am he called asking did I want to go for lunch..I said no, but it is such an invasion into my privicy, my little world I have here grrrr...NO I didn't have a drink.. I want my Ollie back plus I don't want that shit in my body anymore messing with my judgement and screwing my brain & organs up

    ok moan over.... sorry..
    :h:h:h:h

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      Army Thread 29th November

      startingover;766772 wrote: When you run round the block :H
      You're never going to allow me to forget that one! :H
      I'll do whatever it takes
      AF 21/08/2009

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        Army Thread 29th November

        LJ, you are an absolutely amazing woman!
        Yes you have issues, but look at how you are dealing with them???? It is incredible you know.
        Plus you are a kind and warm hearted soul who is discovering her inner strength to be true to herself.
        I take my hat off to you you know!
        Oh and moan as much as you like, its good for the soul :-)
        Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
        Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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          Army Thread 29th November

          tiptronic_ct;766778 wrote: You're never going to allow me to forget that one! :H
          Guess not :H
          Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
          Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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            Army Thread 29th November

            startingover;766780 wrote: LJ, you are an absolutely amazing woman!
            Yes you have issues, but look at how you are dealing with them???? It is incredible you know.
            Plus you are a kind and warm hearted soul who is discovering her inner strength to be true to herself.
            I take my hat off to you you know!
            Oh and moan as much as you like, its good for the soul :-)
            thx starts..:l:l:l

            oh and btw wot we have all been laughing at is yer squirels willys !!!!

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              Army Thread 29th November

              wot are they ????

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                Army Thread 29th November

                I think those might be me nut sacks :-)
                Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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                  Army Thread 29th November

                  LJ, I agree 100% with what Starts said
                  I'll do whatever it takes
                  AF 21/08/2009

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                    Army Thread 29th November

                    startingover;766785 wrote: I think those might be me nut sacks :-)
                    Or low-hanging fruit...
                    I'll do whatever it takes
                    AF 21/08/2009

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                      Army Thread 29th November

                      tiptronic_ct;766786 wrote: LJ, I agree 100% with what Starts said
                      Of course you do darling
                      Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                      Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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                        Army Thread 29th November

                        tiptronic_ct;766787 wrote: Or low-hanging fruit...
                        Yeah, I have been thinking about this sex change thingy....not sure its going to be terribly comfortable with that luggage hanging about, so I might reconsider..
                        Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                        Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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                          Army Thread 29th November

                          startingover;766789 wrote: Yeah, I have been thinking about this sex change thingy....not sure its going to be terribly comfortable with that luggage hanging about, so I might reconsider..
                          There is a dog, after all
                          I'll do whatever it takes
                          AF 21/08/2009

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                            Army Thread 29th November

                            :wavin::wavin::wavin: Folks!
                            'Tis with our judgements as our watches, none go just alike, yet each believes his own - Alexander Pope

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                              Army Thread 29th November

                              hi Grim, just put a roast on, im going to be the size of a house after this weekend, hows you?

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                                Army Thread 29th November

                                Hi Grim and limers,

                                Evening lurk before making dinner
                                It could be worse, I could be filing.
                                AF since 7/7/2009

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