Scussy malaka, Ray
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD - DECEMBER
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD - DECEMBER
I know G, I am feeling so great when AF and then when not it's already unfamiliar and wierd.. like I truly believe the AF'ness is permanent and the 'real' me. I have got some kinda self-destructo alter ego though that rebounds on me when I get into distress. Childhood habit I guess.
Am watching myself & WILL get there.
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD - DECEMBER
My name is Raymond Malaka, and i am an alcoholic.
Fick's, i have a bit of the self destructfulness about me too, a lot of us here do, but now, my thinking has changed, and i don't feel the need to abuse myself anymore. I have direction now, and it's great. And all related to one thing. I decided to stop drinking. Not a couple here and there, but totally stop, and allow the real me, and my true path, to surface. And i have turned my life around. So could anybody. You will too.
'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'
Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-
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THE NEXT DAY THREAD - DECEMBER
Mr G.. seriously, did you stumble a lot at first?
I bin stumblin for AGES.. I can actually see the progress, but I doubt anyone else can.
I soooooooooo need this AF time to be comfortable and permanent. I don't understand why I keep failing.
Praps there's a reason and I'll end up being very helpful to somebody else some day if I find the answer.
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