December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

I am here!!!!!

For what it's worth, I am here, still have another10 hours to go, trying my best to function on 2 hours of sleep?!?!? Aaaaaaauuuurgh!?!?! Was very grouch this pm, probably lost a dear friend close to my heart w/ my childishness?!?! I am so stupid at times, esp w/ all that is going on in my sorry excuse of a life....... Well, what's done is done, get over it, right?!?! Hope all is well w/ everyone else, sorry to have yet another pitiparty........ Just tired, scared about the unknown etc, will be alright though... ....... lots of love all,:l:h

MA

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

OMG!!!!!!!

I work w/ the sweetest people, have been upset & crying all day & night, they all noticed and rcommended I try to nap, well, stupid me, the anxious, scared nut that I am, finally nodded off while starting to sleep, fell & hurt my head neck & shoulder, I am so tired, afraid I may waste the entire day tomorrow resting up, nursing my injuries!?!? I am shaking so bad, what a mess!!!!????

Thank you all for being here, I is way to early to call anyone and talk?!?! Love you all!!! MA

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

big hugs cowgal try and get some rest ... me i have to get my ass in gear and head off to work got some solar work to do .. well renjoy your day stay strong and keep shifting in the right direction..

[rubywillow]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

Mary Anne, hold on, honey. Meeting with the lawyer is great news. Now you'll have a strong ally in your corner. You need some rest. Take some Excedrin PM, Benadryl, anything that will help you go to sleep and stay asleep a while. The rest will make everything easier to deal with. I've never heard you say anything good about your relationship, so it's time to get that stress out of your life and move on. You need to travel light, with just the ones you love and care about. We're here for you, and you will come through this stronger and better. Be good to yourself today; you deserve it.
Rubes

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

love to you!!

I care greatly about all you guys!!! Thanks as usual for all the love and suppor:thanks::thanks:t..............my second wind, will take some clonipin for my leg cramps, can be addicting but not worried about that right now, WILL make me sleep, much needed..........................so tired and depressed and worried in so many ways you have no clue...............will pray to my higher power for strength to get through this day...........................love and hugs to all, :h:l:h

MA

[Miss October]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

tlrgs;771611 wrote: ok should i put out an all points butletin out for everyone here .. come out come out where ever you are .. well hope all are well and doing their best to keep their ass in gear .. have a great night and keep shifting

Mr T. Your bulletin worked !! The fire has burned out, but the determination and hope is still there to "remember december".

I caved in to the stupid beast on Sat. & Sun. I have absolutely no excuses, but I'm back on track !!

Cowgal, I feel so bad for you. Sending prayers your way for strength and courage to get through all of this :wings:

To a sober Tuesday !!

[Closer To Free]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

I was around yesterday but just didn't post on this one. After a stumble on Friday I'm back on day 4 today. We have a snow storm that will be hitting us most of the day today which will make it a mess but that's life in the Midwest.

Cowgal, I feel terrible for what you are going through. I'm just wishing you all the strength in the world in order to get through these difficult times. Hope the meeting goes well with your lawyer friend.

Here's hoping that everyone has a good day today.

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

great, not really but thanks!

I am feeling a little bit better, still need to get my mental and physical energy up for this meeting w/ Don at 6:30.................a long way off, and really looking forward to the peanut butter pie!! I am more worried physically this falling, leg cramps, etc........................quite worried, getting old sucks but I think it is more than that just now...................:upset::upset:

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo, :l:h

Mary Anne.............thanks so much guys!!!!:thanks::thanks:

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

well home for lunch and its good to see you miss october and closer to free.. well cowgal hope you got some good rest and ruby always good to see you .. well heading out agin till then enjoy

[rubywillow]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

I'm making great inroads into clearing the clutter from my house. Methodically clearing each room, each cabinet, each drawer. Amazing how much SHITE we've accumulated. The area around where ever Hubs is roosting is always like Pig Pen from Charley Brown, so yest. I cleared out most of the mags and papers and bottles, etc. Of course, tonight he wanted to know where a certain catalog was! LOL I didn't blink an eye, told him since I couldn't tell the sin from the blessing in his mess, I'd just have to throw it all out if he couldn't keep it neat. Almost ready to tackle the upstairs. (Sigh).

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

busy Rubes!

You sound so busy Ruby!! Good, I will stay busy today, I am off tonight, loving it!! Went to talk to lawyer friend last night, along w/ my AA sponsor, he recommends leaving(getting a separation) first then starting divorce proceedings, leaving, basically cuz he is going to get worse and ugly before it is over................and to give him time to think about changing, don't think that is going to happen, I have been asking for 2 years.................talked to kids last night, they are relieved and happy, they said so................love them!!!!!:h

So there is light at the end of the tunnel and that gives me great relief.......................I am off back to bed now.......................just got up, couldn't get back to sleep right away, so of course here I am !!

lots of love, the new and improving Mary Anne!!:h:l

[rubywillow]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

Mary Anne, I read something one time about why we waste so much time on people who don't really do anything for us. Sometimes it's our need to fix the unfixable, the challenge. Nows the time to turn all that love, time, and effort towards yourself and your kids. "They were relieved." That says it all, doesn't it. Teen boys are in that awkward position of wanting to protect and take care of their mother, but not feeling strong and competent enough to do it, so this will take a huge burden off them. I'm proud of you, and you'll get stronger with each step. We're here for you.
Rubes

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

thank you!!!!!

Rubes, this day has been a good day, bit of a let down, but Mike is being strangely kind, messing w/ my feelings I am sure...............I know it is going to be difficult, but ok, would LOVE to go away to sort things out, which cannot happen til May, but it may take that long to sort all this crap out, please email me pics of your pups, I will thank you for giving my soul love, I need that, especially now.:thanks:...................love and hugs to you all!!!:l:h

MA:h

[rubywillow]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

Yes, MA, hw sees that he has stepped over the line, and is pretending to be a 'good guy' so you'll fall back into your regular patterns. I hope you don't fall for it, because if you forge ahead, you're going to see the REAL Mike soon enough! Be careful, steer cleer of him as much as possible.
Love you,
Rubes

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

love ya

I am going to try my best to keep my head about me and my heart off my sleeve for a change.you are great...........love ya!! WILL BE OK!!! Scared and need support, which I know I will get from here, so I will be ok.....................xoxoxoxo MA