December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

[betty boop]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

Hiya everyone, thanks again, Ruby are you on facebook??? There is someone on there obviously from here as she is friends with all my MWO friends, today there is a post mentioning a cabin!!! is it you?? :H xxx

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

hi there everyone .. have a great time at the cabin ruby and BB TRY AND get some good BB time

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

ps castch22just do your best thats all you can do and cowgal post some of these drawing you have made sometime

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

T!!

They are on fb, just go to my profile guy!!!

Need lots of prayers still guys, my friend found out it may be his liver or something else.............didn't quite understand, only a nurse you know..............just send positive thoughts his way, and mine..................I have another long 12 hour shift in a few, woke up without having more than 4 or so hours sleep, cannot get back to sleep now...................alot of the shit w/ Mike,holidays. horses in my mind..............nobody wants me to decorate for Christmas, I sorta want to just for me, but so much work in this huge empty house................kids don't even care...............Mike wants the horses to go back to my buddy in havana's thank GOD for him, but it is an hour away, and I don't ride as it is, will just may as well get rid of them, neglet for not riding a horse....................cocoa, if he could wag his tail would every time he sees me grab the saddle...................nerrisa is another story.................GGHHAAAD!!! oh well, work and artwork to think of now...............:h

prayers and positive thoughts for my buddy, ok!?

lots of love,:l:h:l

MA

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

goodmorning SHIFTERS WELL ITS A PRETTY DAY OVER IN THE SOUTH .. TODAYS WEATHER 85 NICE JUST THE WAY I LIKE IT ... heheheheheheh
well prayers for you and yours cowgal we are always with you in spirit my dear friend ..
well everyone enjoy your weekend stay strong and keep shifting in the right direction

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

downer for a change!?

I need some support, Mike is being mean, not in a physical way, he agreed to let me stay her if I pay 1/2 rent etc..............we are separating though, which is much needed.............was going to be in separate locations which would have cost much more$$$.................do you all think this wise??I mean, I will keep to my AA meetings, baclofen, seems all my other support is gone w/ other problems.................understandably........... .......but what do you all think?? I will still have to tale the horses elsewhere, but would save me alot of $$??!! just don't want to be the dependent sucker AGAIN........................


thanks for any input guys, I have been home from work after sleeping only 4 hours yesterday for a few, w/ no sleep, so if I don't respond, please be patient.................appreciate any help.......scared, but thankful if there is help available..................MA

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

big hugs to you cowgal sorry i cant tell you what to do as for staying there but i can say you have to do whats right for you and your kids .. just keep on your guard and try not to let things get to you ..you are doing a great job stay strong and keep thinking positive

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

sorry to double post AGAIN!!

I guess it is a final divorce moment for me, scared me and made me feel really insecure, but it is over..............Mike came and after months of trying to kick me out actually asked me to pitch in1/2 the mortgage,utilities etc..................will let me be, so that bets going out and searching for an apartment etc, which i was not planning to announce until after Christmas, which puzzles me how he knew................whatever, I am "forbidden to go to any family events etc..............oh well...............not that 'i will miss sititing around waiting to eat while hey all got smashed any way.......?)

xoxoxo MA

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

sorry again!

I really need some support even if I don't get any today before I fall asleep as I had worked until 8AM and all this went down around noon today..............haven't been right since........... I am a mess, I was going to be civil and do the separation thing after the holidays, silly me................well Mike decided to end it now,which is a blessing except in the way he delivered it, scared me to death.............anyway, you all will be happy and me eventually to have this saga over!!! YAY

MA

[tlrgs]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

hang in here cowgal you are handling it just fine by coming here and letting it out ..big big hugs to you girl

[rubywillow]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

Hi everyone. Very tired from my trip, so I'll talk tomorrow. Mary Anne, love and hugs to you honey. Wish I could be there for you, and all this was over and settled. It will get better.

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

it's all good!!

It is so good to have my life back, I went out w/ a friend tonight to a friend's for a nice dinner, had too much too eat, much is probably a good thing..............just wanted to throw out a huge thank you.....:thanks::thanks:..........looking forward to the huge divorce party all my friends from MWO(both this and the 30 day thread) are going to throw for me,.........................life is rough at times, but good today, worth all the pain.
love and hugs to you all!!!!

xoxoxo:l:h

MA

[rubywillow]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

With bells on, honey!

[catch22]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

Hi all,
Did someone mention party glad today is good for you cowgal..

I also went out for lunch with a goood friend Y/day....it was good got talking about some of my issue how AL seems to be making me angry inside funny never use to
but the thing is i dont remember what i said to my other half!!( he will not be picking me up no more from any events coz the last time i was shouting and swearing at him for no reason.) i feel, its like getting my own back... anyway there is still a lot of thinks i need to get to the surface that i find hard at the moment maybe thats why im still drinking to block thinks out. Y/day would of been my mum birthday it funny well it not, but going back before i got married, 2months before my mum pass away i was saying to my friend deep down i wanted to cancel the wedding. i know if it was on the other side my hubby without any questions he would of cancel the wedding i suppose he thought i had no family on my side so we should go ahead all my cousins are in australia and theres no one in ireland left. You know it was the hardest thing for me to do on that special day was to get married i really thought i was going to breakdown in that church still can remember to this day how i really felt.
my friend is right i need to some how go back to my group couselling sessions or if maybe one to one... i think ruby that would be the right path for me...

Hope i not gone on too much or bored you to tears sometimes it good to say how i feel..
Oh i forgot Mr T never mention this b4, my brother is nearly 2yrs sober he had the odd slip and i remember printing your first story u did on mwo to show him it can be done, i think because my brother is in the building trade as well... im really proud of him...He goes to college and he did his life story, his teacher wants to put it in the magazine how cool is that...
must go have a good day to you ALL.x

[cowgal]

December to remember so whos ready get your ass in gear

catch!!

Missed you!! You will never bore anyone here, me, more than anyone probably drive all here nuts................yeah, party,divorce party!!!! TIT(she lives in TX .....met her back last Aug. when I went and wasted $$ on Rhonda) anyway, will let you know if and when, more like when, cuz I want to travel again, always loved doing that, til I met mike, got married, and wasted most of my $$ on al..............want to go soooooooo many places. Bali, Thialand, Africa................at least before us humans totally ruin the ecology too much to enjoy it...........you know!!??

it is wayyyyyyy too early here, but I just woke up and may lay back down for 1 hour before I really have to wake up.................

lots of love you guys!!!:l:h


MA