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[hdb]

Hi all

I have been AF (with a few bumps in the road) for a while now and took a level headed decision to moderate tonight. I had my quota and no more (yes I am amazed myself - hey but maybe my hard work has paid off???? and this is not my first AF attempt). My husband is now in bed and had a paddy because of some teeeny tinnny episode with his drink. Geeeez I was kinda looking forward to spending past 10pm with my hubby - he has drunk way too much, he will apologise tomoz but what does that mean really?? He has left me with his poker game to!

Its was and still is a big night tonight and it feels a bit of a damp squib... just wanted to speak with some like minded people and say hey I did it - I did what is normal for most folk but not for me so waheey - just wanted to share :upset:

[greeneyes]

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Great job, hdb!!!!

That's great! Sticking to a plan rocks!!! That is a feat well beyond my capabilities and I know... I tried for sooooooooooo.........long!!! Look at the good in the evening and relish the moment! :l

[Lavande]

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Hi hdb,

Good for you for sticking to your plan! That's not always an easy thing to do!!
I'm sorry you found yourself sitting alone.........it happens a lot to me too, for many different reasons.
I'm learning new, healthy ways to keep myself entertained during the evenings
Never a better time to start a new hobby or revisit an old one!!

Hang in there & be happy with your progress!

[hdb]

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Thanks greeneyes xxx still grittin my teeth not easy as you and i know - so lonely though sometimes

[hdb]

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Thanks Lavende - its so nice to come here feels like comin home in a way xx not that i have left ever just needed a hug and got one. Sorry for being soppy tonight feels like i won sports day and Mum forgot to show xx

[greeneyes]

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I understand hdb, really. Sometimes it happens to me and I'm alone anyway. I just attribute it to the beast whispers and shrug it off. I'm drinking special stuff in a wine glass while I fiddle with tree lights and plan a bubble bath if I have a riotous hissy fit over them.

I think you did a fantastic job tonight! I know many others will too! That is really hard stuff!!

[hdb]

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lol thanks greeneyes x good luck with the tree lights !

[Lavande]

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I just watched Phil's video on you tube - have you seen it?
Warms your heart

[hdb]

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No I don't think I have seen that Lavende

[hdb]

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ah yes hippie yes i have very very good x

[hdb]

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thanks for your replies toinght - off to bed - thank you for your support, i did good now ty x

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

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Hey HBD I have just seen your posts, well done, glad tonight went well for you.

[startingover]

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Well done HDB, that cant have been easy with hubs drinking.
But you did it!
Being sober can feel a bit lonely sometimes, but at least we are capable of addressing it.
Hang in there and give yourself a big pat on the back.

[Kimberley]

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hdb hope you feel happier this morning. Just wanted to add my congrats - you did really good. I have only done what you did a handful of times, so give yourself a nice pat on the back.

Edit: Oh I just saw Starty already said that - great minds is all I can say.

[hdb]

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hi thanks so much for your support - was being a moany ass last night (sorry) i av zero to moan about - i love your new avatar greeneyes lol, wit wooooo