I thought it would help...I may have done something wrong or else I'm waiting for my username to be verified...I just needed to get this out...and I know it sounds stupid and pathetic...but writing it helped me.
The knife
It sits there
Glinting?calling me?after all you have fucked up once again?look at you ?have you ever been fatter?your own husband wants nothing to do with you. Others used to want you?even they don?t any more...so it?s you?and we all know you don?t do so well with you?your kids must be so proud?ice cubes clinking every night?loser...who are you anyway?do you even know?I didn?t think so?ha. Pick me up?it helps?as much as anything can. You can?t even do it anymore?coward?scared of the pain?thought you liked the scars?now you?ve got nothing?exactly?It?s way less than what you deserve?do you really think you are going to get away with everything? Denial?part of your disease ?right? Just saying?
The knife
It sits there
Glinting?calling me?after all you have fucked up once again?look at you ?have you ever been fatter?your own husband wants nothing to do with you. Others used to want you?even they don?t any more...so it?s you?and we all know you don?t do so well with you?your kids must be so proud?ice cubes clinking every night?loser...who are you anyway?do you even know?I didn?t think so?ha. Pick me up?it helps?as much as anything can. You can?t even do it anymore?coward?scared of the pain?thought you liked the scars?now you?ve got nothing?exactly?It?s way less than what you deserve?do you really think you are going to get away with everything? Denial?part of your disease ?right? Just saying?
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