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[rubywillow]

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Oh, Catch, I missed the blood pressure bit! :H Some people's party tricks, huh? One guess why yours was up??? I'd NEVER pass the test when mine are here. All my FIL talks about is Volkswagons (he restores old ones), and my MIL insists on handling my good dishes even though her hands shake so bad she throws food everywhere. Plus they talk loud enough to be heard in the next county. They have NO manners (consider them 'putting on airs'), and make sure they eat first and loudly. Oh, and that don't like ANYONE!! Like you, I'm just glad to get my house back to myself.
Hi Sped! How was your day?

[spedteach]

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Quiet, husband out of town. spent the afternoon strolling with friends through a botanical garden.
In laws. I'm not even gonna go there!

[rubywillow]

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That's nice, Sped. Sometimes I think that's the best way.

[cowgal]

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Hi all!!

Happy Tues, quiet here, except the LAWN people!!! man, they r here EVERY DAY!!! ??? I am off to take Zac to orthodontist at 2, so just wanted to touch base.................have a great one!!! working tonight, hoping like crazy the internet is up...............

Lots of love,

MA

[sick of being sick]

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Spuds, congratulations on your first AF birthday! :clapclap: I knew you could do it! You're diabetic, right? Exercise will help you. I love working in the yard! Sped, strolling through a botantical garden sounds like paradise! :lilangel: Ruby, I think we all have a screwd up family! ull Catch, I find my family's eyes are always on me, too, waiting for me to screw up, not because of drinking, because they all drink. I'm just an outcast to them. But that's okay. I've been slapped down so many times, I don't expect any thing different. :b&d: Fennal, I am so sorry you are going through a rough time. I felt the same way lately. I hope you are feeling much better today. Hope your weather is nice so you can enjoy the outdoors! We love you and want to help you when you feel depressed! :soothe: Roger, so glad you are feeling better. I love you so much! Thank you for always being there for me! :tempted: Hope everyone has a great day! Love you all! Vicki

[sick of being sick]

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I'm about to write a post, but felt I needed to tell this group first because you are all my very special friends. I really did not want to admit this, but I drank last night. Not the gallon of vodka that I so desperately wanted, but half bottle of wine. I didn't get drunk, just relaxed, so it seemed okay not to admit it, but I have to stay honest and accountable or this will never work for me. Learniing to live life sober is alot harder than I thought. I am so sorry if I have let any one down. I have learned that trying to help others is so much easier than trying to help my own self. I love you all, Vicki

[rubywillow]

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SOS, we understand. I posted on the other, but you know I care, and you're a special person. Hang in HERE!

[cowgal]

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SOS

I just saw your post, and it inspired me to "fess up", drank ALOT yesterday.......feeling like shit in a big way................:upset:

just had to get that off my chest...............

I love you all, sorry to mess up, feeling like I just cannot do this tho........... fear is what i drink over alot,alot, fear and insecurity and loneliness................it sux!!!! :upset: :upset:

MA :l :h

[tlrgs]

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fear is a big put of life we live with them everyday going out .. coming home to an empty house .. lonelyness being with someone and still feeling lonely .. im i going to be able to pay my bills .. where the next job coming from .. will the phone ring today and the list can go for miles .. but all you can do is your best and try and dont give up or in to al just make thing worst never really any better but for just a monment and then you piss it out and it gone .. yep rent a buzz lol .. but really just keep on trying stay strong and keep thinking positive

[tlrgs]

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and oh it was a great day here of striping and sanding two doorrs both 15 pain doors took a long time and they are ready for staining and a high gloss coat tomorrow .. and the phone ring got to put in a bid for drywall repair and the othe fix a hole that rats have come in ..on the other .. and i have to say im lovimng it now .. people have called in and send emails of the work they need done and it has save on gas got to love the internet

[cowgal]

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great T

So happy you will have work coming in, thanks for always being here and the positive thoughts and things you post...............love you tons!!! MA:l :h

[tlrgs]

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GOODMORNING SHIFTERS .. JUST A QUIK ONE TO SAY GET THOSE GEARS MOVING AND DONT LOOK BACK ..life is a box of chocclates which one would you like to try today ???? and rememeber the past is behind you so leave it there and move farwrad to the future and just know there will be ups and downs ...so just do your best to enjoy every step along the way and learn ..with an open mind ..

[rubywillow]

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Prayers are answered in God's time, T. I'm so happy for you. Mary Anne, we gotta get tough on this thing now. You have had such an outpouring of love and support, so you know you can come here when you''re tempted. Let your greatness shine, not be taken by a drink.

[catch22]

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Hi everyone
so sorry but im in a rush today so will post more tomorrow !
Sos :l the main thing is your here !
MR T love that saying about the choc'late...And the prayer!
It funny MA i wake up feeling fear and sick inside me, when i feel like that i want to go to the toilet, (dont know why) but had my group sessions today and im feeling a lot better in myself.... also not realise this but i must of suffered panic attack when i first started my job, it was only today someone pointed this out when i told them how i use to feel...

I will read more tomorrow hope all is ok with everyone big hug from me..:l

[sick of being sick]

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Good morning everyone! Today is 2 AF day for me! I am right there with you, cowgal! Feeling very depressed again today. Realized I need a good lesson in humility. Who am I to think I could help anyone when I can't even help my screwed up self? Hubby out of town for a few days, so going to concentrate on myself and dealing with those undealt feelings. Roger, so glad work is picking up for you. Catch, so sorry for your panic attacks. Fear is like worry, it is useless. Hope everyone can forgive me for my post and drinking. All I can do is start from scratch and take what I have learned with me. I love you all and hope you have a great day! Vicki