OK WHOS READY TO get your asses in gear!!!!!

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OK WHOS READY TO get your asses in gear!!!!!

Gee, I know I should make a text document then paste it into a reply. Wrote probably way to much and lost it.
Ruby thank you for your replies. My husband is an intellectual, he would so get over on me for my posts. Everything I do, has him over me.
I know you are right. Just so hard at 59 to realize you've lost what you worked so hard to have. I've lost it.

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That is what scares me, I could never leave here, but feel I owe it to him to cook, so I go once every two weeks and buy groceries. He hates me for filling up our little refrigerator. I was the woman who canned 300 quarts of tomatoes each year. Had a huge garden and canned produce for the year, made homemade bread for my family. My kids never ate a slice of boughten bread, this while working 16 hours a day on a ranch running cattle and tractors on 16,000 qcres of farm ground. I know how to work. How did I end up here? How did my life time of working so hard, how did I end up with a man like this? And how can I feel there is no way out? I do honestly feel I have no way out , ever!

[rubywillow]

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My husband says I'm the brains, he's the brawn, that's why we work together so well. It's not true, though, because he's smarter than most men I've ever known, but classifying oneself, or believing one type is better than another, is just wrong. You say he is in intellectual, what what does he DO? What has he ACCOMPLISHED? How is his being here better for the world? Thats what I look at. PS when you make a long post, right-click and copy before you refresh the page.

[cowgal]

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SG

I feel SOOOOOOO for u, can totally relate to all your feelings, have your symptoms, experiences w/ my ex................maybe worse, maybe not.............wish you had tough in texas, Greeneyes and Britzak to coach u, I was scared to death to leave for YEARS, finally the hardest part was leaving, almost didn't make it out alive, literally, u know the story, sad to say...............am out and things aren't "hunky dorey", but much better, more peaceful than they have been in years literally!!! I need to go to bed soon , as I have to work tonight, but see u here, in chat, let's get to a room if the board gets too much, I am sorry last night was w/ someone having trouble, and trying to pay bills, get my finances together etc.............multitasking, all done................going to just relax after charting, med pass etc is done tonight, will make for a long night, but it is my Friday..............although it doesn't end til Sat am..................it is a job, and I am away from him..................yay!!

wishing u strength, and sending u hugs, and love,:l :l :h :h

MA

[cowgal]

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signature photo??

I keep trying to re-attach my sig photo, and cannot, it comes up w/ cannot have duplicates, cannot delete, etc, pm'd the moderator, don't know who else to ask..................nobody is getting back to me, I am getting pissed...............off to bed anyway, so/but still pissed, would like to have a photo, Ruby, saw that photo, cute as could be saw about 3 different ones of little white deer eating out of that feeder................cool........................ ...

off to sleep it is about time, 12:15, til maybe 6??? need more, but had been trying to take care of crap w/ finances..............

xoxox:l :h

MA

[tlrgs]

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well good afternoon everyone .. i got a cold the weather sucks hot then cold one day too hard on the system ...just woke up and thinking about going back to sleep ...
well grace please keep posting what ever you want here.. let it out and dont hold back ..big hugs to you and all ..well im going to rest today and see if this can be kick bye tomorrow morning .. love to all and happy friday

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Finally got some sleep. Slept the day light hours away. Just hate that but have such a problem with insomnia, finally just have to crash and get sleep when I can. Luckily I work from home so can work at anytime, just so I get the orders out.
Husband has tonight off for a change. He has been listening for a week, non-stop to a country song with the words, She's Not You. Breaks my heart. I asked him, is there someone you'd rather be with, why this song over and over. I asked in a nice way. He put his ear buds in and hollered, I can't even listen to my music with you!!!!
Oh, well. I told him go ahead, it's OK. So now he's mad at me and in his own world. He talks to himself constantly while on-line.
Need to get to work.
Thanks for all the wonderful support.
By the way got a nasty PM from someone on here who seems to be doing this to everyone. I will just ignore it.

[cowgal]

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no yelling today, promise

I am going to let u all sleep in this AM.................nice of me, huh??only2 hrs, 20 min to go............yay!!!:yay: :wd:

off today and Sun and Mon, but hay predicament w/ horses will have me not napping or sleeping til I cannot keep my eyes open later today..............then to keep some normalcy, will sleep tonight, tomorrow and Mon night, then up again Tues and Wed............off Thurs, Fri, at which time, I head to Ruby's for the Muse concert w/ Zac and Melody, his platonic freind................will be fun, sooooooooooo looking forward to getting away...........the drive will suck:sigh:, but that is cool, will be worth it to have a nice stay at Rube's cabin..............

everyone have an awesome day, will try to check in later, lots of love, hugs...............:l :h

MA

xoxoxo

[cowgal]

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ok, no more

YELLING WAKE UP now....................where the H*ll is everyone?? I am up and worked all freakin night, no excuses, leaving soon after I shower, gave up on waiting for a friend who I knew wouldn't come thru...............but beside the point........................get up and at em all...... RUby will call u soon, as I have free weekends...................trying to take son out to lunch, but just pigged out so probably won't happen for a while....................

everyone else, love and hugs............................u too T, and Rubes...................and Catch and anyone else I missed who are regs on this thread, just need to slow down on the coffee...................wanted to be awake for some strange reason tho................?????

love ya!!! xoxoxoxoxo:l :h

MA:h

[rubywillow]

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Sorry, I'm late checking in. I've been busy; trimming my Yorkie, cleaning up my house, etc, etc. But I'm here, so that counts!! MA, keep hanging in there. Your life will become SO much easier without that stress you had, unless you invite it back in. You and Grace need to really talk. Women have been getting s*&t on by men has gone on for milleniums. Time to grow a new backbone, stand up, and say, "I'm better than this! I can do BETTER than this. I DESERVE better than this." We have one life. Is this what you want, what you'll be remembered for. I'm fired up about this, I'm afraid, but again, I'm not in your shoes. I can't imagine anything being worse than mental/physcological abuse day in and day out. There ARE lawyers out there who can help with this. And there are Women's Groups that will help in SO many ways. I'd rather be in a shelter than giving what money I have to someone who blatantly despises and uses me, and wants someone else. Grace, you've talked about what you did in the past. You can do it again. There are more places in the world than the little, unhappy place you are now. I'm sorry, I'm on a rant, but I HATE to see you women unhappy. MA is learning she CAN survive, with all the bumps and set-backs. But it CAN happen. I'm sending you both my love and big, bit hugs. :hug:

[cowgal]

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can and will

I can survive and will...................had a rough day, but met a really great guy who I bought hay from, said he's help if things got tight w/ $$ cuz he has arabians, so understands the love of horses..................cool, nice young country black guy, going out on a limb for me...............he said he just went thru divorce, so understands......................cool, he said I will find all the love and support in that community, I hugged him, soooooooo sweet, I feel GOD was watching over me in some way.:h:h..............other than that, an abandonment issue going on w/ my heart and soul...............will get over that too................been thru too much just to give up because of a few morons..............

SG, pm me or call me, I think I have your #, but am on 2 hours sleep so think I may be more harm than good right now...............??

xoxo everyone, lots of love and hugs, had a disappointing day, but all is good.............can take it..........................:l

MA

[tlrgs]

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hello everyone .. well im alive and sick as hell but ill make it... well hang in there saving ..
cowgal you are so lucky girl to be going up to ruby come pick me up on your way up lol
.. and well ruby hope you are taking some good time for you to relax a alittle .. well hope everyone has a gret evening and enjoy your sunday

[time2change]

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T
Sorry to hear you are not feeling good. You need to get some rest so you can back to work on the boat. Hope you get better soon. How is Sue feeling?
Time

[cowgal]

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where is everyone?

is it today??? or tomorrow?? I am so messed up w/ dates it is not even funny...................had a bad day, but not worth getting upset about, still hanging out there, going riding tomorrow finally,two days that wasted,hopefully tomorrow doesn't rain, if it does, it is just meant to be........................

lots of love to you guys, doing ok, still worried about the brain, memory still fuzzy but will keep eating those good fats, all fats, hell, I am enjoying falafels rigjt now dipping in hummus, went to Costoc and spent way more $$ (that I don't have), well, it will be fine, have faith in that........................

done rambling,

xoxoxoxo:l :h

MA

[catch22]

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Hi ALL
Saving Grace big :l from me soz to hear you got a nasty pm good for u to ignore it.
Looks like everyone one is ok.
Kids back to school im up early again, friday i was in a good mood until my other half out of the blue said to me in the car if i dont start talking his going to pack his bags and go, ER i dont know what i have done wrong coming of the AL makes me go inside myself it hard it like theres a part of me missing, i know i find it hard to show my feelings and emotions, he once said to me that im not normal well his right i suppose i never had a real normal up bringing always had to keep that inside me. I know the problem is me but im really trying hard, dont think he like me going to group sessions and AA, because am talking to strangers about my problem, but to tell u the truth i have not once talk about my otherhalf, it been about me my problem with the drink.
Someone once said to me on MWO its not the problem thats the problem, it how you are dealing with it and the drink is the problem. I suppose we always had a problem but the drinking just covered it up and now i have to deal with the problem.
Things dont seem so bad right now, plus am still AF which is GOOD