Don't know where to start

[Lilyanne]

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I have been drinking excessivley for over ten years. I tried AA and didn't drink for about 7 months but I was miserable. I couldn't hang out with my friends, or go to parties or do anything. I just sat at home alone all the time. When I started again it was even worse than before. I now drink half a bottle of vodka every night and all I think about at work is getting home to get drunk. I am ruining my relationship with my fiance, last night I screamed at him for an hour- (I don't remember this). I don't know what to do anymore. I am thinking of asking my doctor to prescibe antabuse. Any advice?

[JackieClaire]

Don't know where to start

:welcome: Lilyanne,

You've come to the right place where no body will judge you and masses of support.
Have a look in the tool box link below to try and get a plan together.

https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...box-27556.html

Keep reading,keep posting. Believe when I say we have all been where you are today.

J x

:l

[KatieB]

Don't know where to start

Hi,
I'm new here too.. I hear you, i've had similar problems - drinking excessively for over 10 years and having all sorts of problems with it.. I encourage you to read posts on here and take any advice and suggestions.. i'm only starting myself now to be AF, today is Day 9.. I am also struggling a bit to find other things to do with my time. vodka used to be my drink too - but it made me self-destruct.. though wine wasn't much better.. just take one day at a time, and try to find some new interests/hobbies that don't involve AL - that's what i'm trying to do! all the best x

[aspman]

Don't know where to start

hi, & months rocks!
if you did it then you can again, with the help of the people here you can both do gr8 things.
have you been on meds or supps?