For many years.
But since I started my recovery I have seeking ANY and ALL options to make me better.
So I have started to pray twice everyday.
But just a little bit ago I was going to "text" my ex and tell her that every morning and every night I pray that God just "opens" her heart to me.
(Not to bring her back to me,Just open her heart and let her "see" me again)
Then is dawned on me.
We had a big argument this week and one of the things she said to me was, "You call me every morning and every night,So you are the first and last thing on my mind" ( I DO NOT!!!)
Almost the only time I call her phone is when the girls don't answer theirs.
I have been trying to let my actions "speak" not my words!!
She has heard to many "words" from me!!
So I may be crazy or "grasping at straws" but i think God IS speaking her when I pray!!!
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
Bob
p.s. Pray for me and my family
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