"You lie!! you say you are not drinking and yet, you are."
He is correct.
This addiction has turned a person who prided herself on her honesty and openness her entire life into a liar and a cheat.
This addiction has robbed me of the very few things I hold precious. My honesty and my integrity.
I hate my addiction.
Now, I have to learn to separate my addiction from me. I need to be honest and open again.
I want integrity.
It will take a while to achieve that but I believe it can be done. I have seen it.
But, I have to continue to hate my addiction and guard against my lies to feed it.
Your thoughts?
Love,
Cindi
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