The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

OMG Rubes...what a mess
Vicki...looks like ya'll are having a blast
PANNO...I AM SO FECKING PROUD OF YOU...(to use some colorful words i have recently learned here)
I know how hard you have been struggling
I think I am at a week...
Bac is going well.....nut my hand locked up last night and it really hurt...I thought I was having a stroke for a minute...is that the bac?
ok....off to work....bleh
HI SUNSHINE
gotta run

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Hi Ruby - I feel your pain! Your (major name) protection company double charged me one year and by the time I actually managed to have enough time and get to the right person etc., etc., it was too late to do something about it - I vowed never to use said (major name) protection company again! They were not the easiest company to deal with - never again!! Now - hopefully by the time you read this you will have had a good nights (?) sleep and feel somewhat better and refreshed to start all over again!!

Good morning everyone else - I hope that you all have a great day. I am going to try and get the skirting boards fixed finally in the room that my daughter is no longer in - I plan on having it as my room for whatever!! Have decorated but still need to put the skirting boards back properly - with proper countersink thingies an everything!

Panno - day 9???? Hope so. Bird - you are probably piano playing right now!! I am off today and WILL try and get those weeds (yeah, who am I kidding - they are still in concrete). T and family, and Vicki too - enjoy more hard work!! But play in the pool too and have fun.

MB - enjoy work - Hi to you too!!

Anyway, having checked in and said Good Morning, I shall love ya and leave ya!

Hugs, Sun

[rubywillow]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

I am SO sad, and tired here. Things have come to a head here, with Hubs supercilious attitude that he's done something wonderful when he does something anyone normally would be expected to do. I could care less about some of the frivolous other threads. I have 40 years of marriage, and trying, on the line. I'm TRULY sorry, to those who are new, don't know me. But I'm SOOOOOO angry right now that I've let someone dominate me because he was raised by RUDE, THOUGHTLESS, INCONSIDERATE, SELF-CENTERED parents. I've been in a relationship with him for much longer than they have, and now, I've found my voice, my position, my plan. I'm SICK of listening about their b*#%^(Ng and and complaining about the rest of the world not adhering to their ideas, as unconcerned as they are about the rest of the world. I spent from 9 PM to almost 4 AM trying to clean up the mess on our computer, because of some random site I didn't visit. Anyone out there who thinks I have a charmed life, can have a secret chuckle. Nothing is as it seems, and I'm tired of a charade. No, don't worry. AL won't help me. I'm ANGRY!!! And I'm NOT doing this any more!
I'm so sorry, dear family. I know I'm confusing and upsetting you. I'll not do anything drastic, etc., but life-changing, maybe. I'm SO mad!!! I have to listen constantly about what his daddy isn't getting, even though we're paying for it. He can't even take a day off from his fishing and shop work to play with his g-grandchildren. And now, this computer thing. I've charged it all to Hubs credit card. (Should have used his corporate one!)
Don't please, beloveds, worry about me. I will always be OK. But I'm tired of being meek, accepting, giving, when I'm expected to give back 3-fold.
Thank you for this vent. No worries, really. I have my own, separate existance on this planet, and can very well support myself on it! But if I know Hubs, and I DO, he will do anything to keep from losing me. He's already called several times, probably come home. It's just that the problems have become overwhelming, and I can't continue to be responsible for it all.
Again, thank you for letting me vent. Everything is NOT my fault. I know in my rational head that's true. But every complaint, every problem, comes back to what I didn't do right. I SO wish my Daddy was here. He truly believed a man was the head of the household, but the respect he gave to women was tremendous. And he couldn't stand to see me cry. SOMEBODY would be in big trouble.
Again, I apologize. Just have no other place to vent.

[Grateful]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Oh, Ruby, I so wish I could be right there for you now.....I don't even have your phone #. I don't know what is going on and I don't need to...but whatever it is, you don't deserve it. You are the most kindest, gracious, giving-giving-giving soul I have ever met. I don't know why you are being "tested" so much lately - actually it seems that it has been that way for at least a year since I've been here. I hope you can go somewhere quiet and just talk to your Daddy....I know he will calm you and assure you that he is with you. I love my Daddy as much as you do and I always tell my husband he will never be able to compete with my father. My sister has a new boyfriend and he is trying so hard to make a good impression with my parents - I told him there is no way that he will ever be able to be like my father so he might as well stop trying so hard!!!! You and I were blessed with the bestest fathers.


Anyway, just go right ahead and vent here and if you want to pm me, feel free. I am not a judging person as I have so many wrongs in my life. I'm here for you and praying for you up here in Pennsylvania!!! Thank you, Ruby, for being you - a most wonderful, inspiring lady. :l:l

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

BIG HUGS TO YOU RUBY

and vent away!! Sorry you are feeling so angry right now! Anything we can do - you know we will!

hugs, Sun

[sick of being sick]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Ruby, I am so sorry you are struggling right now. We have no reception, but PLEASE call Roger on my house phone 601-744-0677. I am praqying for you today, my dear, sweet friend. We all love you so much! Vicki

[sick of being sick]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Yesterday was a horrible day! Our pump in the well quit working and I paniced that the 5 of us would not have water, but fortunately, Paul got someone out here right away. It took a big chunk out of our finances that I wanted to bless Roger with. I was sad and mad and tired and just was a real BITCH! I haven't been sleeping well and I was so tired, but today is a new day and it is going to be a good day, damn it! I hope all of you are doing good. Congratulations MB and Panno on your sober days! You are doing great! I love you all very much! Love, Vicki

[Grateful]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Oh, Vicki, you need hugs too!! What is going on lately? As if you good people haven't been thru enough? Well, you have a wonderful attitude today and I am sure you weren't a bitch yesterday-I can't even imagine that!!! I hope today is better for you. What a blessing to have Roger & Sue & Luke there-enjoy every second with them. :l:l:l

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

All right ladies....
I just got off the phone with GOD...I have his private number...and he assures me he will quit allowing others to upset my family....he PROMISED...so you just let me know if you have any more issues....In the meantime....all husbands, utility persons or general assholes have to come thru Mama...and Mama DONT PLAY

[Grateful]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Alright-Mama's in the house......LOOK OUT!!

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

damn skippy

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Well - I don't do a MB but I do do hugs - for all of you. I am so sorry for what is happening to all of you - how dreadful! At least you are able to get it fixed though Vicki. You are all in my prayers for smooth sailing now though. It seems as if stuff happens just one thing after another. Hang in there - life will get better - and MB - i would like that personal phone number that you have to God please sometime. Thanks. Take care all,

Hugs to you all,

Sun XX

[sick of being sick]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Ruby, you are such a BEAUTIFUL person inside and out
and we all love you dearly!
:yourespecial: :loveyou::groupluv::angelgirl: :yourespecial:

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Sorry Sunny
he told if I passed it on to anyone he would make me pay.........and that's a little scary!!!


btw...Rubes...you are definately NOT meek....I am sorry, but I laughed when I read that.......
is he home yet kissin ass??????

[Grateful]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Meek? I think she may have used the wrong word.....I would love to have Ruby's backbone!!!