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[IAD]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Hello everyone ! MA we're here for you. Mama.....ummm a whole month. Are they solavent...I'ld check it out. When I was Foreman at the plant, we'ld have contractors sub out their work to others knowing that they were ready to default on the job. Take care everyone......."This too shall pass". IAD

[mama bear]

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the bank has taken over so we should be getting paid...thank heavens
I am going to re-evaluate my relationship with alcohol and get serious about this....MA's death has ONCE AGAIN shown what a poison and a waste abuse is

[mama bear]

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I just talked to Ruby and she said to tell her family here that she is fine and resting and knows about MA.......

[IAD]

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Holy Shit ! MA Died ! Oh man that is truly sad............IAD

[sick of being sick]

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OMG!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO MARY ANNE? PLEASE DETAILS...

[sick of being sick]

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Mary Anne was such a beautiful person and had so much going for her. She had so many friends who loved her. Why did she not reach out to one of us? Why did she not share her pain and let us help her? This is such sad and devastating news. She seemed so excited and experienced so much joy on her trip to Africa! WHY? If only she had been honest about her feelings and her pain and let someone help her. WHY did she not call one of us? I pray for her family and all of us who loved her dearly. You are already missed so much, my dear friend. I hate you did not know how much you were loved. I hope you are in Jesus' loving arms now and the pain is gone.

[sick of being sick]

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Somebody pm me Ruby's phone #. I want to talk with her about Mary Anne. I've read everything I can on fb and the forum and find no answers as to why she did this when she seemed so happy. I'm so heart broken over this!

[sick of being sick]

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Mary Anne's Posts:

SHOUT OUT!!!!
LOVING LIFE TODAY AND ALWAYS, NOT COUNTING DAYS, BUT
AF IS THE WAY TO BE
much love to everyone no matter how many days, JUST ENJOY TODAY!!! MA

Mama bear, don't think we all haven't done it, as ruby said, it is not the fall but the getting back up that makes us try..............or something like that

I just read this and it was wonderful, the way i want to feel, everything is good even in the midst of my problems etc............

Had a great time dancing my ass off, we'll talk about al later, I am finding ALOT of other things I need to work on and stay watchful and away from al as much as possible...........learning soooooooooo much about the universe, life, myself etc on this trip, well worth the effort, enlightening to say the least!!!

SOS, yeah, cannot wait to go to the beach w/ everyone, didn't have time to go back and read all posts, as it is so expensive for airtime here just to go online.........
mising the hell out of you all!!!!!

I am finally able to get online, and having a blast!! thx ruby for relaying the msg!! LOL IAD!!! you always make me laugh!!!!!!

Have an extremely busy day here, packing, very excited!!!! taking the boys out to lunch then leaving here around 2 to be at airport 2 hrs before flight leaves..........just to make sure i am set.................talk to you all soon, will keep in touch while i am gone!!! love you all lots!!!!!

Spuddleduck, it is gonna be a great day here too, sunny & hot, getting off work in a out 2 hours , going to gym, eye dr., then hope to ride horses if my gal grew her hair back in, then to the pool, p/u some jeans I had altered, home, dinner then bed, as I have been up since 6 pm........
Everyone have a blessed day!!!! Love & hugs!!!!

Thought that crap only happened here, bee told they'll be here a certain time & day.... Z. No show, ALL THE TIME!!!!! Tally is definitely not good for that shit, guess it happens all over though.......and I am sure u could do a better job on the cabinets butler him find out the hardway.....don't fret, your talent will shine thru!

I just wanted to add..................Ruby take care of yourself, go to the cabin alone, SOS, don't
worry about missing me, i am taking my pc,

My next trip am planning to visit australia..............yay!!! love to travel. In my old life, BM (before mike, my now soon to be ex) i traveled all over............never still made it to australia or africa or asia............those r still on my list, then who knows????

just thought i'd stop by and drop a big ole I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! on you............thanks for being here, i read alot, never really post on this thread tho..........thought i would today to express my thanks, MWO has saved my life,literally...........thanks.

We loved you so much, Mary Anne and will miss you terribly!

[GoodAsGold]

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Hello all
A truly sad day with the news of Maryanne's death.
My prayers are with her family & her friends. And with all of us here who will need to come to terms with this, each in our own way. As KateH has said on another thread, I trust that we will honur MA's memory by becoming even more resolute in our quest for recovery. By continuing to share here, to vent, to laugh & to cry. To do anything at all that is within our grasp to keep safe & stay on track. Why this happened we may never know. What happens now though, to each of us, is in our hands.
Love always
Gold x

[tlrgs]

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GoodAsGold;848949 wrote: Hello all
A truly sad day with the news of Maryanne's death.
My prayers are with her family & her friends. And with all of us here who will need to come to terms with this, each in our own way. As KateH has said on another thread, I trust that we will honur MA's memory by becoming even more resolute in our quest for recovery. By continuing to share here, to vent, to laugh & to cry. To do anything at all that is within our grasp to keep safe & stay on track. Why this happened we may never know. What happens now though, to each of us, is in our hands.
Love always
Gold x

well said gold and big big hugs to you vicky my dear friend

[sick of being sick]

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As I've been reading all her posts, I realized just how much she was such a beautiful person inside and out. I don't know how she could have just gave up. What a waist of a beautiful soul...so very sad. She had so much going for her. This makes you realize just how powerful depression can be, even though she did not appear to be depressed. I wish so bad I had of called her. Why did God not allow SOMEONE to call her? I hate to think of the emptiness and the loneliness she experienced in the last hours of her life. Death is no solution NO MATTER WHAT! It really bothers me that a person posted "she suceeded where I have failed"! I pray this person will respond to some of our pms! I'm okay, just deeply sad. I want all of you to know how much I love you and how much each one of you are such a blessing to me in my life.

[tlrgs]

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vicky sometimes there nothing anyone can do or say to stop a person from doing what they think is the easy way out ... i just hope and pray that .. if there is any other out there that feels the same way.. gets the help they need and finds their way out not thur death but grab the hand that is willing to listen and talk it thru .. to make a better LIFE FOR THEM

[momof3]

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For those who knew MA through Facebook, and IF you feel it is appropriate, would you post her goodbye message?

[tlrgs]

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hi there momof3 you can find her on face book and leave a message on face book just type in maryanne tayor and go to her profile she the only one riding a horse as her profile picture

[sick of being sick]

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This is devastating and has been haunting me all day. I keep reliving the two phone calls I had with Mary Anne, wondering why I did not hear it in her voice that something was wrong, but she seemed excited about her trip. She did tell me that she was very interested in a new guy, but how could we have lost her in just a few days of her coming home from a wonderful trip? This needs to wake everybody up, damn it! We have lost a member of our family through depression and alcohol! PLEASE everyone, write us a brief description of where you're at in your journey and the biggest problems that you have so we can all work together to help one another. There is alot of wise people here who have learned alot and can help. PLEASE LET'S DO THIS!
I have been sober 3 and a half months with a few slip-ups. I'm rebellious and have to be taught something more than once for it to sink in and I surrender! I love each and every one of you and appreciate all the ways you have helped me. I love people who are real and I love helping others, it keeps me from living in my own negative thoughts. I live by faith, believing every thing and every person you meet is put into your life for a reason, to mold us into what we are suppose to be. I'm mad that I can't have fricking alcohol, but I love my life and I see all the many blessings God has poured into my life. I'm blessed and I love life! Who's next?