The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Oh How sad.....that's just awful......
Ruby and Vickie...you are right about protecting your hearts...You both put yourselves out there too much...
I AM NOT RUBBING WD40 ON MY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I would appreciate any suggestions as I can barely walk right now.....
Ruby Baby...complain all you want...
Tony...got any size 12 leather pants I can borrow!!!!!!
Ok...back to work...

[rubywillow]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

I'm VEEERRRRYYY close to homicide right now. He can't find a pair of boots, stomping through the house in his size 13 shoes.

[tlrgs]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

hey vicky,bird,mama hey lets see what mud can do for us .. maybe a mud bath they say its good for the shin and just so relaxing .. have a great day everyone love and hugs

[rubywillow]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

It's going to take him a while to get out of boss mode. May take a fight to do it. Have to be honest. That's our usual routine, he takes time off, starts giving orders, and you KNOW that doesn't work for me. I reminded him today his dog Sadie is the best way to register how he's acting, because she becomes very timid and hanging by me, when he gets so demanding. She reads his moods at least as well as I do. No worries, friends. He's been under so much pressure, it takes time to let the steam off, and I don't jump through hoops for him. Just wish he could get to a good place with his emotions, and not have to think he has to be in control of every situation. After almost 40 years, I'm used to him, and he's gone to another property now to do things, so he'll be much better when he gets home after physically working off some of his stress. And believe me, I wouldn't spend one night under the roof with someone who abused me. He'd be living in one of his trucks! LOL

[IAD]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

It's tough Ruby.....When you take charge at work, then you come home. I know what he's going through......But you know when it comes to home matters I let my wife handle that. So we manage to get along....Ha! IAD

[tlrgs]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

really what i do for my back is my deep knee benda .. you lay flat on your bed pull your legs up to your chest and hold them there count to 20 and repeat 2x and then one leg at a time same repeat 2x and do it first thing in the morning and before bed and you will feel a difernce.. i have to these just for my hip went out on me and learn this from a cirpactor ..all the year of roofing and falling off them .. well only four times

[rubywillow]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Thanks, Tony. He takes a few days to figure it out. He's back, and for many personal reasons, I've decided I'm not going to go and expose myself to the family today at the funeral. Her husband was the one who tried so hard to molest me, and others in the family. I don't need to prove myself anymore to any of them, and no one even let me know she'd died. So I have lots of emotions and I'm just not to the point I can handle this today. I'd rather take care of myself, and my home and family, and get ready for the trip to the cabin. I'm having a hard time with losing these 2 people who've always been part of my life. I have to start setting some boundaries on my life, and my extended family is the hardest.

[tlrgs]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

yes ruby you are right take care of yourself right now .. hubby will get back in the gove of things ..
and dot worry about the house if t needs cleaning hey i have been to your house and you keep it nicely done .. so enjoy ..and i wish i knew what to say about the death of a love one its hard and at times in our life all we can do is move forward and life and try to make it the best we can ..

[tlrgs]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

ps oh i got the job making a custom 60" 15 pains wood d-doors and install ..when ever i want to start but for right now going to finish up sis house first and make her wait till next week

[IAD]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Congrats T.......

[IAD]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

I just bought my son a pair of wrestling shoes on line........Not that he did'nt need them, but I'm getting out ....where's the dog leach.....Ace!! It's time for a long walk ! Ha! IAD

[rubywillow]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

We've been out walking over the yard, and Hubs has gone to bush-hog our farm. I'm thinking a nap may be in order right now since I didn't get any sleep last night. I've just GOT to get my life in line and quit worrying so much about anyone else so much. You all know how much I love you, and you've given me more than almost anyone else ever has in way of unconditional support. It's just been a VERY tough year, and I'm sorry for complaining. Makes me appreciate my parents SO much more, and what they went through giving me such a wonderful start in life, and Hubs, for doing all he knows to do. I've never had violence in my life, only emotional strains that made me who I am today, so I'm thinking I should thank my Lord everyday for where I am. My little episode yesterday with Gracie triggered a lot of things in my memory, and I remember once when I was talking to Taylor. She was telling me no one else really cared about her any more. We talked about all the people I know who do, and at one point I told her I would die for her, I loved her so much. She was amazed. It was a very heavy conversation, I know, but at that point, it was all I had left, and I meant it. She's never forgotten it, though she's no where near where I want her to be, but she knows where my heart is.
I'm SO sorry to be unloading all this crap on ya'll. It's just been VERY rough for me for a while. Hubs tries his best, but what he knows is to work it out, and he doesn't understand what my life has been about. He's just a big ole' bear, and is lost with all this. His solution is to tell me to forget about them, take care of myself and what's important to me, (and especially him! :H). Again, I'm so sorry to dump on you guys, I'm so afraid I'll make you worry about me when I'm fine, REALLY. I think I'm a cautionary tale of how much a sponge can absorbe without starting to come undone. So, from today, I'm getting my priorities back in order, or for the first time. After what I've lost this year, I don't want to lose myself. Again, no worries, PLEASE! Just thanks for a chance to vent, and remember how VERY important you are to me. You really listen, and don't make judgements or accusations. It's been said, I know, but you are my rock.

[Grateful]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Ruby....we all need a safe place to come here and vent, cry or whatever. I'm so glad I have you guys - if not for you all, I wouldn't have anyone to share my feelings with. Once you and your hubby get to the cabin, you both will be able to relax and hopefully enjoy some quality time together. I hope you are resting now - you were up early this morning.
Anyway - thank you for being you.:l

[tlrgs]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

hey iad til the yard buddy get busy grow some veggies .. have fun on your long walk .. and ruby my dear friend .. thats why we are here to help one another .. and to tell you the truth i dont have many friends that i can talk to and coming to this site and meeting and maybe helping someone anyone that is willing to help themself.. helps me learn even more about myself ..of how i can express and deal with every day life .. so please anyone and everyone share ,vent scream do what you have to .. to live and surivi sober ..love and hugs later time for me to get back to work

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

Ruby..you really do try to take care of everyone, including all of us...so we understand if you need to vent. And, like I have always said....Taylor is very lucky to have you in her life.
OK, Rog...lay on the bed, pull up my knees and do what???
Actually, after about 10 Motrin, I feel a little better, but mud sounds somewhat inviting!
Hey Vickie and Rog...good to see you
I am GLAD you got the job Rog
evening Grateful and Gold.....off to read a little since no one is home
Love you and will check in in the am...