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    #1426
    The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

    Wow! Feel like I've been hit by a landslide! :H Took $80 of BBQ down to daughters, sil asked right off if we'd take the kids! Its great, they miss us. Hubs and boys at Lowes now, Abs in old tub soaking. They eat all the time. Loving it if I hold out! Miss ya'll.
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    Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
    awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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      #1427
      The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

      good morning ..im a bad bad boy i slept in today didnt get to sleep till late last night .. but up now and on the phone returning calls .. and well mama go ahead and vent .. we need too ..at times .. rusty baby hav fun you desve to be happy enjoy your time with your kids ...iad whimmpy dog there ..lol and well ruby enjoiy you time with the family grand kids ..keep cooking along singing your song and well its raining here today ..so outside has to wait a while .. but wiat here comes the sun heheheheh weeeee.. have a great day one and all
      :beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
      best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..

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        #1428
        The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

        I'm hiding in basement! Just fed them all again. Hubs taking them home at 5. He wants us to go ramblin, tomorrow.
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        Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
        awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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          #1429
          The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

          awe poor ruby hiding come out come out where ever you are ...and i love the game hiding go seek ... well im almost done with the yard work had to do uncles ac .. pull it out of the window and give it a good cleaning ... well find out if it works even better now .. and well just taking a break .. hope everyone having a great day ...
          :beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
          best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..

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            #1430
            The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

            Mama here...glad everyone had a good day.
            Where is Vicki?
            I love my family more than alcohol.:h
            Live in the Solution....not the problem

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              #1431
              The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

              WELCOME RUSTY, KATE & CAYSEA!!! It is so great to see ya'll in here! This is the greatest little place in the whole world! Rusty, so sorry about your loss. I missed all of you SO MUCH!!! It was a very L O N G 4 days! I ABSOLUTELY HATE TO ADMIT THIS and it is so very tempting not to, but I am not here to impress you but to help me stay sober, so I must confess it and move on. I screwed up royally! You guys know me. I haven't had any cravings and I was completely convinced that I would NEVER drink again! Well, the first 2 days we stayed with Mom, went out on the boat with them, my daughter, brother and sister and we cooked hamburgers and even though everyone else was drinking (not obsessively) it didn't bother me at all. The 3rd day we spent the entire day on the boat at a bar. So I'm sitting at the bar waiting on my food and I started looking at it and wanting some, telling myself I could have just one, but I didn't let myself. It's when we left there and floated out in the middle of the reservoir that my brother started making pitchers of mudslides. By this point, everyone is laughing and having a good time and I wanted to drink, so there I went. I had 2 small drinks and the rest is a blur. I was so sick all day yesterday and so full of shame and anger at myself. But all I can do is get back up and try again. I'm not going to dismiss the last 5 months that I have almost stopped. I'm sorry I let you guys down, but most of all, I am sorry I let myself down. I learned I can NEVER drink, not even one. Please forgive me. I love you guys!
              I'm not what I should be, I'm not what I could be. I'm definetly not who I want to be,
              but I'm sure not who I used to be!

              There is no pit so deep that God's love is not deeper still.

              "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME." Phil 4:13

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                #1432
                The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                Vicki....:l Five months is great and your slip-up doesn't erase all the work that you did. Just get right back up again...don't let this get you down, o.k?

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                  #1433
                  The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                  Roger, thank you for the text. It is nice that ya'll would come looking for me if I disappeared. That means alot to me. Thank all of you all for your love! I love you, Vicki
                  I'm not what I should be, I'm not what I could be. I'm definetly not who I want to be,
                  but I'm sure not who I used to be!

                  There is no pit so deep that God's love is not deeper still.

                  "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME." Phil 4:13

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                    #1434
                    The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                    Vickie.....are you kidding me ! How many times have I told myself "I'll never drink again ! Ha! Don't worry about it .....just pick yourself up and start again. Their's no time limit on soberity....You have'nt let anyone down.....we're all here together to help each other out.....Take care and keep on, keeping on ! IAD
                    ?Be who you are and say what you feel because
                    those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.?
                    Dr. Seuss

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                      #1435
                      The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                      OK WHAT WE HAVE HERE IS BUT IN ANY OTHER WORD .. BUT LOVE AND HUGS VICKY .. SHIT HAPPENS AND WELL YOU FELT IT YESTERDAY AND WELL GOOD YOU DID and that what its about learning girl .. chin up and keep moving forward and next time your ass is mind .. just kidding ...
                      :beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
                      best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..

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                        #1436
                        The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                        By the way.....Where's Ruby Dearest...Ha! Kind-a quite on the southern front..Ha! IAD
                        ?Be who you are and say what you feel because
                        those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.?
                        Dr. Seuss

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                          #1437
                          The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                          Vickie
                          If you can understand what Roger said I will just say "ditto" He is so smart and i think he said it all!!!

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                            #1438
                            The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                            Thank you so much, Roger! You are all so awesome and I love you guys so much. I been thinking the hell out of this and all the things I have realized. I have grown so much with every sober day and I am on a different path now. I just pray that this is the last time I ever have to feel like this again. I used to believe that it was all about having as many sober days as you could between drinks, but now I realize I cannot drink AT ALL EVER! After 2 drinks, I blackout and don't remember a thing and after 4 drinks, I am terribly sick for 2 days. Hello......brain? :nutso: I am learning. I told you I was rebellious. I HATE that! But I'm trying to change and grow up. Hopefully, I have learned this time that I cannot ever have 1 drink. Love all of you so much. Thank you for your encouragement! :heartsnflowers: Vicki
                            I'm not what I should be, I'm not what I could be. I'm definetly not who I want to be,
                            but I'm sure not who I used to be!

                            There is no pit so deep that God's love is not deeper still.

                            "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME." Phil 4:13

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                              #1439
                              The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                              Vicki
                              Learning is what it is all about!!

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                                #1440
                                The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!!

                                yeah i know the feeling al too well vicky ...im the rebel from hell and i made it out and you will too ... and hey nothing ever happens over night ..
                                it takes time and that what you have ..
                                counting days and looking at the clock doesnt help ..but staying on a path that you want for yourself is what needs to happen ..
                                you can be that person that seems like you are looking thur the looking glass ..but hey just think .. how many times you have had a great day without al being in the picture ..
                                and there one other thing dont put yourself in the place a ''floating bar''
                                but for right now do what you need to for yourself ..
                                in time everything will happen to where you can walk in and out and be around people drinking
                                and just rememeber you arent missing anything....
                                love and hugs always girl

                                ps hope thiss makes better sence..lmao
                                :beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
                                best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..

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