It's been a while since my last confession but I just wanted to let my friends on facebook know that I've deactivated my account on there.
I've been getting really sucked back into facebook again recently with that "people watching" "channel hopping" mentality which is not good for this addict. I spent most of my life watching the world go by and not being a participant. Yet, here I am again in familiar territory doing exactly the same thing, only in cyber space (year 2010!!). I feel this is a habit that needs to be rectified with complete abstinence. I'd like to tell myself I could just participate on the 2 most important groups I have there (Mollies - a 12 step recovery group, of friends I met on a forum before coming to MWO and SHARP graduates - the 12 step treatment centre I was in last year) but I know that is not gonna work. So 'just for today' (lmao, can you see the contradiction and addictive behaviour there!) I've deactivated my Facebook account. Honestly, it was like pouring my last can down the sink hitting that 'send' button. That's how drawn in again to Facebook I was.
As some of you will know, I've not posted here in a while either for partly the same reason. If anyone who hasn't got me e-mail who wants to keep in touch please do so through sending me a private message via e-mail.
Love, Light and Rhythm
Phil
xx
I've been getting really sucked back into facebook again recently with that "people watching" "channel hopping" mentality which is not good for this addict. I spent most of my life watching the world go by and not being a participant. Yet, here I am again in familiar territory doing exactly the same thing, only in cyber space (year 2010!!). I feel this is a habit that needs to be rectified with complete abstinence. I'd like to tell myself I could just participate on the 2 most important groups I have there (Mollies - a 12 step recovery group, of friends I met on a forum before coming to MWO and SHARP graduates - the 12 step treatment centre I was in last year) but I know that is not gonna work. So 'just for today' (lmao, can you see the contradiction and addictive behaviour there!) I've deactivated my Facebook account. Honestly, it was like pouring my last can down the sink hitting that 'send' button. That's how drawn in again to Facebook I was.
As some of you will know, I've not posted here in a while either for partly the same reason. If anyone who hasn't got me e-mail who wants to keep in touch please do so through sending me a private message via e-mail.
Love, Light and Rhythm
Phil
xx
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