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[rubywillow]

This is only what I'm saying here, no ulterior motives or pressures. It's time to live my life, get away from this office. Like Hippie said, we trade one addiction for another, so now I'm trading mine here for 'real time'. Most people can walk in and out here, but not me. I'm connected in so many ways. I going to take a leave, for me. I'm tired. I've put myself out there too much, maybe? Those of you who know me well, can find me. I will miss this, like withdrawing from AL. Yes, I've gotten some hurtful vibes ( yes, even the joker is human), but that isn't the reason, just maybe a catalyst. My life is constant turmoil; I don't know any other, but my path is true. Maybe, by taking the electronics out of my life, something I didn't grow up with, I can get back to the ground, the earth I grew up with, and which, after my family and dogs, is my love. The only pain I have is that I won't be able to be here for the next new person, but, if you have been here and wasted your time on my posts, then maybe now you will spend it on them. If I have brought a smile, peace, happiness, joy, to ONE person, besides my sobriety, this is time well spent. I am not dropping off the edge of the world; I'll check in, mostly on chat, but this time has been coming, for me, and for you who see too many posts by me. No drama here, please, just the way i think. I'm all or nothing, don't know any other way, so, let's leave it that way for a little while. I DO have another life, and MWO has made it worth living.:l

[Twitch]

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no drama fro me Rubywillow, just sending my love and gratitude, hope you find some peace, God Bless,
Love and hug's Twitch xxxxx

[mario]

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rubywillow;846221 wrote: This is only what I'm saying here, no ulterior motives or pressures. It's time to live my life, get away from this office. Like Hippie said, we trade one addiction for another, so now I'm trading mine here for 'real time'. Most people can walk in and out here, but not me. I'm connected in so many ways. I going to take a leave, for me. I'm tired. I've put myself out there too much, maybe? Those of you who know me well, can find me. I will miss this, like withdrawing from AL. Yes, I've gotten some hurtful vibes ( yes, even the joker is human), but that isn't the reason, just maybe a catalyst. My life is constant turmoil; I don't know any other, but my path is true. Maybe, by taking the electronics out of my life, something I didn't grow up with, I can get back to the ground, the earth I grew up with, and which, after my family and dogs, is my love. The only pain I have is that I won't be able to be here for the next new person, but, if you have been here and wasted your time on my posts, then maybe now you will spend it on them. If I have brought a smile, peace, happiness, joy, to ONE person, besides my sobriety, this is time well spent. I am not dropping off the edge of the world; I'll check in, mostly on chat, but this time has been coming, for me, and for you who see too many posts by me. No drama here, please, just the way i think. I'm all or nothing, don't know any other way, so, let's leave it that way for a little while. I DO have another life, and MWO has made it worth living.:l

:l ok ruby thanks for everything, wishing you the best

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

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Sad to see you go Ruby, you contribute an awful lot here but personally I totally understand. I wish you all the best for the future and just dont forget where the computer on switch is from time to time.

[Opal]

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Ruby you will be sadly missed around here, you have contributed so much to this place. Wishing you well. Opal

[NoraC]

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I will miss you Ruby. Thank you for your support. Take care of yourself and hope to chat again sometimes.:l

[caysea]

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Hi Ruby
I can understand your reason and think it is the natural progression here. Thank you for being you. You can be sure you payed back to all here as much as you got.
Take care and stay strong.


Stay Healthy and Keep Fighting
AF 5-16-08

[mama bear]

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Ruby...I will be lost without you

[Rusty-576]

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Hey Ruby.......I am so excited for your recovery....you are a dear true friend and yes it is time to find that peace you so deserve!!!!! Thank you for all you have been for my recovery, but mostly that you for being you!!!!........forever friends.....XOXOXOXO

[hazeleyes]

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Hi Ruby
Thank you for caring about me. You changed my life and I will miss you, but I see you have sent out 10,000+ posts and that's alot of giving, sharing and suppot. You need time for yourself, I think its a great choice.
All the best
Kindest wishes
H

[GoodAsGold]

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Hey Ruby
Seems to me that recovery is all about making considered choices. If this is your choice then I trust it is the best one on the table. You have given me more than you will ever know - thankyou x
Bon Voyage !!!
Gold xxx

[greeneyes]

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:huggy

[clare]

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Rubywillow i have read all your posts and you will certainly be missed,Wishing you all the best in the future, God bless & thank you.

[rubywillow]

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I DID forget! I'm sure i can't walk away without looking, so, if you need me, whatever, please PM me. I'm more than happy to share my contact info with those of you who THINK I helped you, but in reality, you saved ME. I felt SO alone in this world before I came here, but I have friends now I can NEVER forget, or abandon. I'm never too busy for you. I just can't put my heart out there anymore for those who don't understand, and my loved ones need me. You, my friends, are my loved ones too. My cabin is always open, as long as I have it. Love, and hugs, and kisses, and so many thanks! Connie

[hillsidetime]

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Ruby, thanks for all of your help and thoughts and caring advice. You have to do what is right for you, and that is cool. I will miss you. Instead of goodbye, I will steal from the french and said "a la prochain".
Hill