I'm so sad about this, I mean I didn't know her personally but I enjoyed her post but damn I'm in shock. I tried to kill myself last year after my Mom was murdered THANK U GOD I did not succeed and ML4N death is a permanent answer to a temporay problem.
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I'm so sad about this, I mean I didn't know her personally but I enjoyed her post but damn I'm in shock. I tried to kill myself last year after my Mom was murdered THANK U GOD I did not succeed and ML4N death is a permanent answer to a temporay problem.https://www.mywayout.org/community/f8/my-story-some-40119.html My Story
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I haven't been on here much lately, I had been trying to e-mail Mary Ann, I had no idea she had gone to South Africa, no wonder I couldn't reach her, but I'd tried over the weekend, don't know when she got home. All I can say is, I'm sooooooo very sad she felt this was Her Way Out....guys, nothing is so awful or hopeless enough to end your life over. I spent a week with her in Houston with her desperate to stop drinking and working with Rhonda Lenair. It seems lots of folks have tried to commit suicide after seeing Rhonda, which scares the hell outta me. I think they think she's their last hope. All I can say is, she was a wonderful, loving, unselfish person, she tried to be the best Mom she could be, and I feel so badly for her boys. I wish she'd have called someone, anyone, she promised me she would. I know I let her down when I post-poned her divorce party here, she was hanging on to that and looking forward to getting away. I guess South Africa was her way of getting a break, I'm glad she had a great time, and got to go if that made her happy, even if just for a lil while. I really let this get to me last night, I even talked to Mike, and others on here. I can't let this derail my progress, I will pray for her, and us all. Love you each and everyone, life is so short, we have got to live it to the fullest, without this dreadful addiction. I hope she see's Bear when she gets to Heaven."Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"
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Pls hug zak fr me. I am heartbroken. They were my last guedts here @ cabin.sigpic
Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:
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Rubywillow, I remember when MA made her last attempt, how supportive you were and how you kept us in the communication loop as to what was happening with her.
ToughinTexas, I remember how we traded personal messages to discuss my experiences of Lenair. I recall how protective you were of her and how you spent time driving to and from her appointment in Texas.
Really good, solid people here at MWO!
Take gentle care of yourselves!AF Since April 20, 2008
4 Years!!! :lilheart:
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RIP MA. AL takes another one. I pray for comfort for MA's loved ones and I pray for each and every person here to truly find their way out. AL is deadly. May we all remember that when we think we "deserve" a drink.
DGSobriety Date = 5/22/08
Nicotine Free Date = 2/27/07
One day at a time.
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Doggygirl;849143 wrote: RIP MA. May we all remember that when we think we "deserve" a drink.
DG"In the depths of winter I finally learned there was in me an invincible summer ."
AF - JAN 1st 2010
NF - May 1996
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I am so sad
I have been on this site for what seems like ever...probably 5 yeasrs or more...but NEVER post anymore...just read. But this really hit me...I am SO sad about this....This addiction just sucks...I don't know if that is why she took her life, but I am SURE, it was related. I am so sad...she must have been a tortured soul, and now she leaves her children...UGH.
Just tragic. A lesson to us all.formerly known as bak310
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MaryAnne seemed to be trying so hard to find her life and happiness. This is such a loss. I pray that she is now at peace and that her family and friends will find some resolution to their feelings about all of this. Goodbye, sweet MaryAnne......not much more I can find to say.AF as of August 5th, 2012
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Young @ Heart, Lucy........It's been a long time. Glad to hear from you. Their is a saying, Funerals always brings everyone together.....Long lost friends and relatives......Take care friends, it's always good to hear from old friends ! IAD
?Be who you are and say what you feel because
those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.?
Dr. Seuss
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