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[CanToo]

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FallenAngel;1428051 wrote: Yep...sure did.
They get a nice little envelope to open Christmas morning that says they got a f'kin goat... and that it will be given to some needy family half way across the planet.
Got her some fresh water to go with that goat too.

As I see it: H20 & a goat... got the frickin MIL handled for another year! :H

Sweet! Can't wait to see how my kids handle their frickin goats! :H they're going to think it's MONEY. Maybe one should get the water. :H

Ahhh, feeling better already!

[Kradle123]

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WF, Sweetie :l Honey :l

You're not alone at Christmas :l you need to buy an anumule...or even an Animal... Don't buy a goat though! Maybe a cow? Or a bird...

And I'm going to send you the twins singing and dancing to Sisters from White Christmas. They go on tomorrow for the grand prize!! 500.00 big ones !

Remember those three fucking Ghosts

Okay...this should make u smile... Sedona just asked me if there were some people Moho breathe through their ears. :H

:h

[Kradle123]

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Moho = Who could

[nicelife]

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Fuck !!!!

It's soooo fucking HOT !!!!!!

[porqoui]

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FUCK !!!!

It's so fucking COLD !!!!!

:H :H

[nicelife]

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:H:H:H

Wanna swap????

[porqoui]

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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

did I forget to say FUCK

[porqoui]

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Nope that didn't work........will try again

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

[RingingCedars]

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Can ya not put those fucks to better use?:H
Then ya'd be warm.

[RingingCedars]

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nicelife;1429646 wrote: :H:H:H

Wanna swap????

Hey, you forgot to say fuck!

btw it's fucking cold here too....

[porqoui]

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RingingCedars;1430066 wrote: Can ya not put those fucks to better use?:H
Then ya'd be warm.

Oh I wish...all I'm capable of is crying right now.....:upset:

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porqoui;1430077 wrote: Oh I wish...all I'm capable of is crying right now.....:upset:

Oi, PPQ - what you need is a fucking hug

((((((PPQ))))))

[porqoui]

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RunningCourage;1430087 wrote: Oi, PPQ - what you need is a fucking hug

((((((PPQ))))))

:thanks: RC I needed that....still :upset: but I know it will pass...FFFFFFF

[porqoui]

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Ne/Neva Eva;1430124 wrote: Oh. and thanks. That felt pretty good.

Felt good on this end too..................:thanks:

[Wildflowers]

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porqoui;1430060 wrote: Nope that didn't work........will try again

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKI went back & counted 16 fucks, a few fecks, shits, sobs on my day of anger & misery. The more the merrier I became.

RingingCedars;1430066 wrote: Can ya not put those fucks to better use?:H
Then ya'd be warm.
I fucking forgot how good that might be. (

Hippyman;1430072 wrote: I HATE ALCOHOL!
I fucking hate alcohol too! Yet, there are days I'd still like to fucking drink & forget about shite!... Happy days must fecking return or at least just even OK days. I feel feckin depressed!.... I haven't been this down, this long for a while. I need to go into nature & then go help somebody soon....

porqoui;1430077 wrote: Oh I wish...all I'm capable of is crying right now.....:upset:

Me too hun!... Oh yeah fuck ~ feck. Wow, I feel just a wee bit better. Funny how venting ~ releasing this shite is allowing myself to feel, instead of numbing. Does help. Better than poisoning myself with fucking ethanol. :-) Oh feck, look at me I smiled.

porqoui;1430093 wrote: :thanks: RC I needed that....still :upset: but I know it will pass...FFFFFFF

Yeppers, RC is correct, it will pass. It just feels like slow fecking motion. Here's a hugs for all of us who need one. :l

Ne/Neva Eva;1430124 wrote: Oh. and thanks. That felt pretty good.

Yes, it fecking helps. Well fuck, I have to remove all my emoticons damn it! No tears, huggies winks (( Limit is six. WTF it should be lucky seven. (( I don't fuckin care if I sound like a baby, I know how I'm behaving & how I feel & what's going on in my life, but I'm not drinkin! Yeah for feckin me. :-) This am when I awoke & cried b4 my feet hit the floor, I did get into gratitude, used visualization. I keep going back there too. It feckin helps some.

Thankfully, I have been thru the fuckin ringer with this shite many ~ many times & I'm lucky, have some skills & all of you peeps. I will fecking make it! I have to. :-) I may go into the woods, into the snow tom. I need to be with my trees.

I hope I didn't forget to quote anyone. Not done intentional so sorry if I did!

Now to cheer us up I've noticed with my little itty bity eye, one of my very fave people has become a senior. Decisions ~ decisions. Where oh where do we crown this lovely, caring, smart, beautiful, most talented woman? hmmm. Just thinking about this & writing it I'm feeling just a bit playful ~ better. I know she loves the @&*%#@*&@*&$%**&^%#@ Fuck It ~ Feck it thread. Hahahah Hehehe )))))) I shall have to ponder it for a moment. )))) xo