Army Thread 15th May

[wannachange]

Army Thread 15th May

startingover;858414 wrote: Yep, I know. And the person who is probably hardest on me is me....

We have those days, we have those moments, tips will tell ya - even last night I was completely different to what I am now, low points, high points day, weeks - but they pass. I have been through a lot and I am sure you have too, learn to accept what is here now - today. My therapist told me after I told her I joined MWO and she said "That stands out now, you gotta do what stands out now, live in the now, where life brought you"

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Army Thread 15th May

wannachange;858426 wrote: We have those days, we have those moments, tips will tell ya - even last night I was completely different to what I am now, low points, high points day, weeks - but they pass. I have been through a lot and I am sure you have too, learn to accept what is here now - today. My therapist told me after I told her I joined MWO and she said "That stands out now, you gotta do what stands out now, live in the now, where life brought you"

But dont you sometimes feel like you have multiple personalities?
I sometimes wonder who the hell I really am.
I am ok, just having a moment I think

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startingover;858428 wrote: But dont you sometimes feel like you have multiple personalities?
I sometimes wonder who the hell I really am.

Yes, I talk to the person that tells me what to type here, of course I have multiple personalities but not to please others - beyond basic "tip the milkman" scenarios

[tiptronic_ct]

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startingover;858428 wrote: But dont you sometimes feel like you have multiple personalities?
I sometimes wonder who the hell I really am.
I am ok, just having a moment I think

That is why I'm still seeing my shrink every week, even after all these months.

We are painstakingly unraveling the multitude "me's" and putting me together again the way I should / want to be.

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wannachange;858429 wrote: "tip the milkman" scenarios

What exactly are you implying, Mister?

[wannachange]

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There are so many "me's" and so many scenarios that make a "me" but you gotta keep the core "me" cause that's you.

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tiptronic_ct;858432 wrote: What exactly are you implying, Mister?

Well someone had to keep the wife occupied

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wannachange;858429 wrote: Yes, I talk to the person that tells me what to type here, of course I have multiple personalities but not to please others - beyond basic "tip the milkman" scenarios

So you can be really happy one moment, having a laugh, being who you want. Then suddenly someone says something that you dont like and you can turn into the sulky bitch from hell.
Thats me and I get so wound up with myself.

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wannachange;858433 wrote: There are so many "me's" and so many scenarios that make a "me" but you gotta keep the core "me" cause that's you.

Yes, exactly.

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startingover;858435 wrote: So you can be really happy one moment, having a laugh, being who you want. Then suddenly someone says something that you dont like and you can turn into the sulky bitch from hell.
Thats me and I get so wound up with myself.

You're a woman.

Deal with it

... or premenstrual...

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tiptronic_ct;858431 wrote: That is why I'm still seeing my shrink every week, even after all these months.

We are painstakingly unraveling the multitude "me's" and putting me together again the way I should / want to be.

But I thought I had found me. Then another fecker pops up.
Whaaaaaaaa

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tiptronic_ct;858437 wrote: You're a woman.

Deal with it

:H:H:H
I love you Tigger!!

[wannachange]

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startingover;858435 wrote: So you can be really happy one moment, having a laugh, being who you want. Then suddenly someone says something that you dont like and you can turn into the sulky bitch from hell.

Yes, many times.. but thinking back I could still have been having that laugh.
I am by no means implying I have it all figured out, that I am the personality from god almighty himself but I am trying not to let others influence my feelings, I have myself to do that, I have no methods to this except BE and feck the others who want you to feel little cause its them who wants you to be in their place - unless they need your help to get out of that place but not drag you down to that place

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wannachange;858443 wrote: Yes, many times.. but thinking back I could still have been having that laugh.
I am by no means implying I have it all figured out, that I am the personality from god almighty himself but I am trying not to let others influence my feelings, I have myself to do that, I have no methods to this except BE and feck the others who want you to feel little cause its them who wants you to be in their place - unless they need your help to get out of that place but not drag you down to that place

Yes, and when I am feeling like shite, share it with people I trust instead of beating myself up for not being something Im not.
Thanks Wanna

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