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    #106
    Help guys - I'm losing the battle

    Thanks LVT. I value that AA principle. You pay for the support you receive by supporting others. There's something really powerfull in that.
    Looking forward to my next AA meeting tonight and meeting new ppl again
    AF since 15th March 2010

    The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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      #107
      Help guys - I'm losing the battle

      Johnny you are an inspiration to us all :l
      Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

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        #108
        Help guys - I'm losing the battle

        Thank goodness...

        I missed your recent skirmish - and many others have made wise comments and proffered meaningful advice -so I'll just say:

        "If you ever do that Johnny I will go directly to the #$%^&* thread and curse like a sailor!"

        Good job and making it through!
        Coco

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          #109
          Help guys - I'm losing the battle

          Thanks Panno

          Coco you're a classic :H:H:H

          I won't let that happen!!! Promised
          AF since 15th March 2010

          The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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            #110
            Help guys - I'm losing the battle

            Johnny sweetheart...
            just read this and I am so inspired by you.....I am sitting here sick at work from my BS last night and want to cry because you are so strong and I am not.......I will hold on to some of your strength for me, ok??
            I love my family more than alcohol.:h
            Live in the Solution....not the problem

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              #111
              Help guys - I'm losing the battle

              Hi mama

              mama bear;887494 wrote: Johnny sweetheart...
              just read this and I am so inspired by you.....I am sitting here sick at work from my BS last night and want to cry because you are so strong and I am not.......I will hold on to some of your strength for me, ok??
              Mama,
              have you looked at Baclofen? Works for many! worked for me. I hate to see any of us go through this...
              Take care.

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                #112
                Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                MB, it's not how many, it's the first one.
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                Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
                awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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                  #113
                  Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                  Oh boy...... I didn't want to start a new thread......

                  HELP.......

                  I don't know what the f.... happened. but for the last hour and a half it's been like hitting a brick wall.

                  I can't shake the feeling off me of just wanting to get drunk tonight. I've been fighting all sorts of battles inside. Thinking I can get a way with it. Just go back onto Antabuse tomorrow and be safe. Even if I'm drunk tonight.

                  It's really bad. I'm downright shaking.

                  I'm sorry I'm so weak guys. argh..........
                  AF since 15th March 2010

                  The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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                    #114
                    Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                    I want to give in so badly. I have Antabuse at home.. L glut. Yet I havn't taken it... I just can't make that peace that it's not going to happen tonight.
                    AF since 15th March 2010

                    The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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                      #115
                      Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                      oh sweet johnny...i dont know what to say except be strong....and if you drink, start over again tomorrow
                      I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                      Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                        #116
                        Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                        It's so tough. I just can't walk out on my family like that. My wife will be sooo dissappointed. I know in my heart I CAN't give in. But it's so difficult just to say right now, that's it. No drinking.
                        AF since 15th March 2010

                        The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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                          #117
                          Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                          johnnyh;900658 wrote: I want to give in so badly. I have Antabuse at home.. L glut. Yet I havn't taken it... I just can't make that peace that it's not going to happen tonight.
                          Johnny, honey go get your self a glass of water and take that pill now, then it's instantly taken out of your hands.

                          J x
                          :l
                          It could be worse, I could be filing.
                          AF since 7/7/2009

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                            #118
                            Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                            Johnny it's just the LIE. The lie that's telling you that if you drink everything will be better. BULLSHIT. You KNOW this, and it WILL pass. This feeling of wanting to pick up will pass. Use the tools man. You are so much better than a glass of misery. I'm here for you pal!
                            Outside of a dog a book is mans best friend. Inside of a dog its too dark to read

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                              #119
                              Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                              It all started about an hour and a half - 2 hours ago on my way home. A friend was supposed to come over for dinner. A friend of my wife who's just recently come to reh realisation she's an alcoholic and has quite now for 2 weeks. So I was driving home, all of a sudden the cravings hit me. QUite badly so. But I said to myself... well she's coming over, so there is no way on earth I'm going to give in. I'll be driving her back to drink. or dont' know what to say... Just not supportive. Dissappointing.

                              So I come home. Find out she's cancelled. So all of a sudden m y entire defense mechanism for the night gone. And All of a sudden I felt defenseless.

                              Now I'm struggling like hell...
                              AF since 15th March 2010

                              The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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                                #120
                                Help guys - I'm losing the battle

                                I just don't know what to do. I just don't feel happy. Like I NEED to get onto somesortoffa high.
                                AF since 15th March 2010

                                The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.

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