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    #31
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    weekend drink won again.

    one good thing is (if you can call it that), is that i drank significantly less and didn't black out. maybe down to the supps and or my conscience?

    let everyone down yet again.
    The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

    https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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      #32
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      Weekends are really hard Girly. Friday nights are the biggest trigger of all. After a long week if we are not careful we start to think that we deserve it. Of course that is not the real you speaking. The real you bravely posted this morning because you know you want to give yourself what you really deserve, a sober life.

      Don't be too hard on yourself my friend. Today is another day and all of the choices you face within it belong to you, no-one has the rite to take those choices from you. Take extra care of yourself today, don't be hard on yourself or self critical, this is a hard thing to do but we all know you want it and we are rooting for you.

      Johnny.
      "The greatest hazard of all, losing one?s self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all. No other loss can occur so quietly; any other loss - an arm, a leg, five dollars, a wife, etc. - is sure to be noticed." Soren Kierkegaard.

      AF since 13 June 2010.

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        #33
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        o girly. you only let yourself down. glad you came and posted. dont let this deter you, just pick yourself up and get back on the wagon. you saw this coming, maybe you need a plan in place for next time you feel it coming on. YOU CAN DO THIS. we are with you all the way
        Today is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
        Keep passing the open windows

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          #34
          girly's progress

          Hi Girly,
          This has been on my mind all day and I'm another who's going to say it's not going to tell you it's OK that you drank again last night.
          It was only the 16th June that you drank while taking morphine and other meds. You've drunk on antabuse. This is so worrying for me and many more here.
          Please, please do this now while you have the chance.
          J x
          :l
          It could be worse, I could be filing.
          AF since 7/7/2009

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            #35
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            Girly,

            You are playing with fire, you really are...it really saddens me.
            You KNOW it is not ok to drink and it makes no difference whether you passed out or not..the fact is you drank when you KNEW it was so dangerous.

            The next time you may not be so lucky and your signature might be horribly apt.

            I am being hard because I care about you even if it seems like you don't.

            Cop on and start fighting back, come on here when you feel like caving and talk to one of us.

            GET A PLAN IN PLACE....you are making it too easy on yerself to fail because you are giving yourself permission to drink before putting up a fight and using your tools.

            Find your fighting spirit before alcohol kills you.

            Because it will.
            "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

            AF 10th May 2010
            NF 12th May 2010

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              #36
              girly's progress

              Girly - were you alone when this happened? Is there anyone in your household who can help hold you accountable, or keep you busy until the urge to drink passes? Maybe that could help . . . .I don't know - I'm just thinking out loud. . . .

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                #37
                girly's progress

                where is your hubs when you are drinking????
                I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                  #38
                  girly's progress

                  At the risk of offending my dear friends here ......... I do actually agree with you .... but ...........

                  But it is easy for us to forget where we were, I remember being pleased when I didn't drink to passing out, ... when drinking less than last week felt really good, . xxx

                  Girly, just keep improving girl and you will get there ......

                  Love & Hugs, BB xx
                  sigpicXXX

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                    #39
                    girly's progress

                    You're a sweetie BB! Girly I hope you are hanging in there and safe!:l

                    Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                    St. Francis of Assisi

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                      #40
                      girly's progress

                      mama bear;901931 wrote: where is your hubs when you are drinking????
                      he's usually with me, he asks me not to drink, but i always tend to have a go, with things like "why not? i've been good all week" " i'm a grown woman, if i want a drink i'll have one"
                      or "i'm only having a couple" (yeah a couple of litres)

                      thankyou everyone for the strict talking to... it's exactly whats needed.

                      i know that being overweight is the cause of my depression and drinking. i also know that al keeps the weight on me and worsens the depression. vicious, vicious cycle.
                      The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                      https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                        #41
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                        gonna be a struggle today, but i won't drink.

                        i'm meeting my friends down at the local park where they hold weekly summer concerts. i think stacey solomon out of x factor is singing today. a few thousand people go with a picnic, deckchairs and a crate of booze to enjoy the concert in the sunshine. i'm going to take the car, be the desiganted driver methinks.

                        forgot/ was too drunk to remember taking my anti d's lastnight. nice one, idiot. i considered taking some antabuse today, but that would just be silly.
                        The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                        https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                          #42
                          girly's progress

                          Girly, good to hear you are back on track but don't take Antabuse so soon after drinking. My Doc made me wait 48 hours from the time of my last drink, you need to have your system clear before you take it.
                          Molly
                          Contentedly sober since 27/12/2011
                          contentedly NF since 8/04/14

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                            #43
                            girly's progress

                            molly i mean that i cant take them because its too dangerous for me at the mo... i've a tendency to self harm with al and medications due to anxiety.

                            only last week i drank on antabuse. i'm saving it for when i've had some councelling and feeling stronger xx
                            The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                            https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                              #44
                              girly's progress

                              having a huge anxiety attack this morning. my heads racing again with a million jobs that seem like life or death.... i hate this shit.....

                              do ironing, do washing, tidy, clean and declutter the whole house , diet today, go diet food shopping. tidy the garden, go and pick the car up.... etc
                              The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

                              https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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                                #45
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                                Deep breaths Girly.

                                All those things DO NOT have to be done today...

                                The main thing you have to do today...or not do rather...is drink......

                                Focus on that and feck the other jobs....

                                Be good to yourself,give yourself a bit of pampering and do what jobs you feel able for.

                                It will all fall into place...
                                "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                                AF 10th May 2010
                                NF 12th May 2010

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