to make it this far... anyway...
I still go to AA meetings and try to learn
everything I can from these people..
there are those who have 5 or 10 years
sober who are naturally happy people
all around, then there are some
who have have been sober 5 or 10 years
or so but are miserable... or in my
opinion haven't found anything to
do with themselves other than
staying sober...
I still don't know what is wrong with
those people.... I go to the
gym almost daily and other then
bs at work nothing really seems
to bother me other then the
occasional urge to go buy 2
whiskey bottles.
But as I see it now I've been
thru too much pain and suffering
to throw away 60 days of sobriety
over some whiskey... lol...
I keep thinking now what is a
bottle gonna do for me anyway?
In the morning I'm still the same
person it solves nothing...
I find some people in AA to be
really really strange even tho
they are sober.... but the
cool thing is you also run into
a lot of cool people as well.
I guess I'm in that pink cloud
phase as they call it and I just
love being sober now.... apparently
this phase passes and we're faced with
the reality of " I'm sober now what
do I do with my life" type of question..
someone should really write a handbook
of what to do and expect now that we
have achieved some sobriety.
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