Tiger above, tigers below. This is actually the predicament that we are always in, in terms of our birth and death. Each moment is just what it is. It might be the only moment of our life, it might be the only strawberry we?ll ever eat. We could get depressed about it, or we could finally appreciate it and delight in the preciousness of every single moment of life.
Pema Ch?dr?n, The Wisdom of No Escape.
I read this this morning after receiving some news last night concerning the diploma course in therapeutic drumming and rhythm work that I've been doing. I was on the phone for a good hour last night with a member from the TDF (Therapeutic Drumming Foundation). The founder; Barry, who suffers with Parkinson's Disease, has deteriorated quite badly with his health, since I last saw him a few months ago. It means that the course cannot continue as the current members of the T.D.F do not have the experience to deliver the therapeutic side of the drumming. I'm going to continue to get support and mentoring from them as and when I need it but any qualification regards the drumming with the T.D.F is not happening I'm afraid.
I was completely gutted last night and was feeling a bit lost for direction. I've still got a lot to process at the moment and I'm not quite sure what my next move is tbh. I'm still going to continue with my own research and development of my drumming and facilitating skills (although I definitely need some counseling training and drum circle facilitation courses in the not too distant future).
What I came to realise after meditating on this for a while this morning is that this obstacle is really only a deviation in the path of which I'm still not fully aware of yet and of where I am supposed to be. If I continue in a positive direction, no matter what may seem like barriers my destination will be where I am supposed to go.
So whether or not I'm clinging to that vine myself right now, for me it's about having faith and being mindful of my situations. Out of every negative springs a positive as they say. Or as one door closes another one opens. All's I need do is keep visualising my intended path and be positive in spirit and mind about the changes and deviations along that path.
Many Blessings
Phil
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